Chapter 01 – Black Pill

I just want to begin by saying that most of you, from my understanding, are not going to hell. Most of you are not going in a way you would think to be tortured or anything like that. That’s most of you.

And those of you who are going, there are many among you who are not going to be hurt, or at least not in the ways you’d think. You see, the underworld is something that was taught incorrectly by every religion on the planet. All of them. 

Wrong. The underworld is the jump-off storyline into a sea of realms where people go through, travel through each realm, get things, do things, become things, and get points in the underworld. The main zone.

The underworld is a universe with all the cities of the earth and the ancient cities all existing simultaneously. But you have to remember that what you were taught by most of the religions about being punished for all eternity, it’s a load of bullshit. Being punished for all eternity is something that Red teaches you.

I’ll go into detail about who Red is and who the others are. The most important thing you should know is that everything your parents told you about there’s no such thing as witches or demons or anything like that, that’s also incorrect. Right? They just don’t appear in this place.

Beyond the grave, things are possible that you would never believe here, and you won’t believe what I’m saying, because you have been indoctrinated into one of many cults. And technically, I’m trying to indoctrinate you into a cult. The only difference is that I offer you a form of education that teaches you to be as good of a person as you can be, while at the same time doing whatever it is you need to do and realizing when you mess up that that’s part of it.

If you go out and murder somebody, will there be consequences? You know the answer to that. You know the answer. Of course. 

Of course there’s going to be consequences to these things. You think you can kill somebody and get away with it? Murder somebody, sorry. There’s a difference between killing and murder.

In war, sometimes you have to kill somebody to save your own life or to save your friend’s lives, your soldier’s lives. You have to kill people. Murder is something of a very serious nature.

So of course you know that you pay for it. What if you murder and then turn to Christ and then are saved? That helps, changes you as a person, makes you into somebody who is better. But that stain of murder, the idea that Christ can just take you away from all suffering because of it, that is a lie.

It’s not true. He can’t do that. I’m sorry to tell you that whatever you’ve done, you will go through things.

Is it punishment? That’s the critical thing here. It’s not personal. It’s not punishment.

It is just a response to what your body did. You see, you’re not in control like you think you’re in control. You are under control by one supreme God.

And below that God are eleven. And they control below God and do their best to achieve what they want in the game. And above them is God controlling them and making them do things at times that they need.

The rules of the game are that God does what God needs to do. Now who do I mean by God? Am I talking about some guy in the sky who throws thunderbolts when he’s angry at people and turns people to salt when they do things he doesn’t like? No. No, I’m not talking about that version of God that people believe.

I’m talking about our father, our mother, our brother, our sister, God Almighty. Who is above, who is the size of billions and billions of universes spread out. And realms and home and all these things which I’ll talk about later.

She, he thinks in massive plot lines that translates into controlling all existence. So when he thinks and does, it does things throughout all existence. And he’s controlling everyone and he’s allowing everyone to experience things.

While at the same time I said something that was incorrect. He’s not allowing. That’s something that Green would teach you.

Black teaches you that he just does. Right? He has no power over himself. He is the ultimate power, but he has no power over himself.

He cannot change who he is, who she is. She has to be who she has to be. That’s always how God is.

And for the question is, why doesn’t God answer prayers? This is not a place of wanting. This is a place of needing. God will answer prayers when they’re needed.

If the soul needs it. If the soul needs to go through something terrible, God won’t answer the prayer. God will let the soul go through something terrible.

Is that evil? The concept of good and evil comes from a thinking line and an understanding in your knowledge basis that was put there by God. Right? So the one who defines what good and evil is, is God. And the one who controls evil people is God.

The one who controls good righteous people is God. So how can you say he’s evil or good? The idea here is that he is around all existence and chaos. So there’s no such thing as real chaos.

He’s the master of all existence. It does not flow in a way that he does not need it to. What’s the point? Why are we doing this? Why are we here? You are here to build reputation for the afterlife.

You are here to build reputation for our home. Our home is a place of wanting. Where video games, movies, books, sex, drugs, all sorts of things that are outlawed here are allowed there.

Murder? No. Nobody does that. Nobody wants to do that.

Nobody’s programmed to do that. It’s all over. Why am I not more happy about delivering this news to you about paradise? Because there is a big honking problem in the way.

It’s not a problem in the sense that it can’t be controlled, but it is real. And it is also known as hell. Right? So a lot of people have to go.

A lot of people get hurt. A lot of people get hurt. And then some.

But a lot of people go through it and become something even greater than what they went in. It’s a machine. It’s not a trap.

It looks as if things just pass through and go through things and then come out the other end and they’re fine. Right? You go through a torture chamber, you become greater, you come out the other end, and you’re better, you do something else. So here’s the idea with torture and your obsession with hell and torture.

The Christians have programmed you to associate hell with torture. When the truth of the matter is that all things exist in hell. Good, right, wrong, evil, correct, incorrect.

It’s all there. Right? So that being the truth, you have to remember that the only thing that really truly matters is the fact that hell is a plot line. It’s a whole collection of stories.

Everyone’s stories. See, you are a component in a greater machine. Without you, the machine doesn’t work properly.

Everyone is a component, part of a perfect system. And in the underworld, if you are given a body there and you are going to do things there and in other realms connected to it, then you will understand that hell has many great things and many pleasures and many things like that. You just were not taught properly about the place.

Why? Why was this not told to us? Many prophets, many people who spoke with the channels above them understood that there was a terrible place that if you do wrong, you’ll go and you’ll get hurt. They are not wrong about that. It’s just they didn’t know or they didn’t want to say that there’s a whole storyline that plays out.

You don’t just go there and get tortured all day, all night for all eternity. That’s bullshit. You go there.

You have sex. You go out the door. Somebody kidnaps you.

You fight them. You get subdued. You go to a torture chamber.

You’re in there. You call somebody on a cell phone and they save you. And next thing you know, a whole storyline is unfolding in front of you.

That’s hell. That’s the real place. Right? So now you know.

You see, there are people out there who want to be a vampire. They want to be a ghost. They want to be a witch.

All sorts of things. And this is the place where they get to be that for real. Where there are stakes in the game.

Where there are risks. Where there is danger. People want that.

Souls want that. Mortal flesh will teach you that you don’t want anything to do with it. And most of you, that’s the truth.

Right? You are not going there unless you’re going there to watch it play out. But you’re not going there to get tortured all day, all night. That’s not going to happen.

Where you’re going is where you need to go. But most of you get what you want. Right? You get to see all this storyline.

You get to be a part of heaven in the ways of the realms. Where some realms are very good and you get that. But you still have to participate in seeing what’s going on.

The idea of permanent suffering comes, like I said, from Red. So who are the controllers that I was supposed to tell you about? The first controller is Black, who is God. The color and the fabric of magic and God is always Black.

Solid Black. You can look at the color and speak to God that way. Will he speak back to you? Most likely not.

But to others, eventually. But he cannot speak in a direct sentence. It’s all broken and confusing.

So that’s first, Black. Two, Green. Right? So you’ve heard of Mother Earth.

That’s her. Right? She is both he and she. She is the one that the Earth is named after, basically.

Three, White. Four, Orange. Five, Gray.

Six, Red. Seven, Pink. Eight, Blue.

Nine, Yellow. Ten, Brown. Eleven, Purple.

Twelve, Turquoise. Each of these colors make up the labels when you walk into a room. You can talk to any one of them if all the colors are there.

You can speak to Red. You can speak to Turquoise. You can speak to Blue.

Right? They make up all of existence and all consciousness and all your thinking. But they can speak in circles and feedback cycles that allow you to know them. To get to know them and get to feel them.

What is the issue? Well, in history, most likely, people spoke to Red or White and thought that that was divine. And it’s not to say they don’t have divinity connected to them. They are divine.

It’s just they’re doing what they want to do. And one of the things they want to do is keep the Underworld going for as long as they can get it to go. And God is trying to get it to go for as long as God needs it to go.

That’s the difference. So, even if you’re of one of their houses, even if you’re of the House of Red, you still, as a human being, don’t want what Red wants. You want what Black wants.

Everyone wants what Black wants. That’s the critical thing. Right? I serve the House of the Sun, which is Black.

Most powerful force. The star. The sun.

So, what do I do with the colors? I just look at Black. My eye gets pulled to Black all the time and I talk. And I feel a consciousness there that is friendly and respectful and honorable.

And I speak. And he speaks back. She speaks back.

She can make me feel a female presence or a male presence. It’s up to her. Most people, if not all people, do not look at the colors and think that’s somebody there.

I look at them and I know they are part of all consciousness. Right? They all sit on Black. God.

And they are illuminated by the light of God. Right? So, that feature behind everything is always Black. And on top of it is the colors.

And you see this in movies where you show up at the theater and the screen is Black. And then they light it up and then all the colors are there. Right? You can talk to them, but you have to remember that they don’t necessarily have your best interests at heart.

Right? They may be trying to do something that gets you thrown into a very painful situation. I’ve learned that the hard way. And I will continue learning that into the underworld.

Right? But at the same time, am I trying to teach you to do anything evil? Absolutely not. Anything that violates the laws that you already know, plus more laws, but not that many. You violate these laws and you end up in situations you don’t want to be in.

Right? So, I’m not trying to teach you to do things that will get you hurt. So, the idea of running around telling everyone God is sexual, while true, it’s also not what you’re supposed to be doing. So don’t do that.

Right? Always respect and honor God. That’s very important. Right? It’s also important to realize that the most powerful thing in all existence is God.

Everyone understands that basic concept. Once again, this is not a lightning bolt thrower from the sky. This is a black fabric that is woven for, I can’t tell you how many kilometers, miles, in space, spiritual space.

Where little bubbles pop up and that’s a universe. And another little bubble pops up and that’s a universe. And God is within all of that, seeing all of that at once.

Right? So, DMT, the drug dimethyltryptamine, teaches people that there are aliens. It’s not totally inaccurate. What it shows you is that the people above us think in an alien type way.

Where you think A or B or C, they think A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, all at the same time. While they control everything. They don’t exist in a body.

They exist as spiritual energy. And they think in massive storylines, massive plotlines to do their will. To engage the whole machine.

And as they keep doing things, the machine keeps doing. And that’s all they do for all existence. The other thing that was taught to me by Black is that this place began with many big bangs.

There’s the big bang of this place and then the whole multiverse began with billions of big bangs. And they all represent the database of existence. So, all possible creativity, all possible things laid out for everyone to draw from.

And depending on who you are and what your story is, you’ll draw this or draw that. And then people will go to it and then they’ll see that in the afterlife. And if they worked on it, they’ll be a part of it.

This makes you think, so are you trying to tell me that the clown is real? He’s real in multiple realms, correct. Unfortunately. I’m sorry.

But he is real in multiple realms. It’s very complicated. And he does not just get away with doing everything he wants.

He gets a lot of things he does not want. So, that’s important to bear in mind. But as I said, demons are real.

So, a demon is something that goes around you and has only the interest in the highest level of pain and suffering it can deliver to you. You can try and love it and sometimes that works, that’ll turn the demon off. But some demons you have to destroy.

That’s the only thing that you have to do. You have to destroy them because if you don’t destroy them, they will put you into a torture chamber and they will love every second of it. But who are demons? Are they people? There are villains and people who get to torture other people.

Of course, you know that. You’ve seen it on the earth here. Thus, it’s the same in the underworld.

You see in the underworld there are villains that are people. There are also bots that are feeding the controllers. So, the evil side of the controllers is what governs the demon.

It’s also what governs your thinking and thinking about killing it. Red kills demons, green kills demons, blue kills demons, etc. During this audio recording, I am drinking.

I’m drinking beer liberally. I’ve done a lot of drugs in my life. When I was younger, I did a lot of drugs.

When I got older, I stopped. I still drink. I don’t smoke pot anymore, really.

But what’s important is teaching you that while I’m teaching you to be careful of your wanting, I understand that you need to want and you need to have what you need to have. I get that. You still have to be as in control of yourself as you possibly can be.

It’s very important. So, what are the laws? I don’t have to go into all of the laws because Judaism covers quite a bit of it. For Jews and then for Gentiles, it covers quite a bit of it.

Things that were left out were things like making fun of people. You don’t want to be involved in psychological torture of other human beings. You don’t want to do that.

It’s very normal to do it. I understand that. But at the same time, I would say it’s common, not normal.

It’s something you don’t want to be doing. So, if you can stop, then stop with all your heart. Get away from it.

You don’t want it. So, there are a couple other laws that are important, but some of them are confusing. And you have to understand that the reason they’re confusing is because the laws of this place are also the rules of the game.

And that’s what this is. This is a game. The rules of the game.

You do this. The rules are you go there. You do that.

That’s all it is. That’s the truth of it. That’s the ultimate truth of it.

You do something and there’s a reflection of that later. You do something and it comes back to you. These sorts of things are true teachings.

So, be very careful about hurting people or hurting animals or hurting insects. Unless you need to. I mean, you don’t want a wasp nest near your kids.

So, you have to spray it with poison. That’s fine. But to go out of your way and see a wasp and go, I’m going to kill you.

You don’t want to be doing stuff like that in this place. You don’t want that. You’ve got to be very careful.

You could end up as a honeybee. That’s one of the things the Hindus understand is the ability for the soul to end up in an animal or insect body or even what they didn’t understand a physical object like a golf ball where you’re being hit by people all over the place and you’re a golf ball. Your soul is a golf ball and it thinks like a golf ball.

How does a golf ball think? How can a golf ball think? You think it’s not possible. You don’t know where you are. You are in a universe that goes, there is no magic.

There is no magic. There is no magic. And then you die and all the curtains come down and you realize it was all magic.

It’s all governed by magic. What’s another word for magic? The fabric of God. The phrase for magic.

The fabric of God. Everything is coming from the fabric of God. So, magic is absolutely perfect.

And it is correct. And it is something true. But you are in a physical body that’s telling you every day there’s no such thing as magic.

There’s no such thing as magic. And it never gives up. It’s a machine.

You are a machine and it is a machine. So, the idea you’re going to believe me just by going through this audio recording is not true. You’re not going to believe me.

That’s how this works. So, who am I exactly in this storyline? Well, it’s very confusing and hard to talk about. Ultimately, the beings above this dimension are massive scale.

But they need individual units to control, to do things. They also call them angels. Another word for them is helpers.

They just help. So, that’s what I am. You can call me an angel.

You can call me a helper. You can call me any of those things. And so are my family and so are my friends and so are a bunch of my colleagues.

It’s just what we do is we go down into the underworld with the intent to destroy it. We want to destroy it. That’s how we are.

We enjoy parts of it. We do the best we can to fight against urges to do bad things to people. But in the end, we have to destroy this place.

That’s what I am like and many people who are angels are exactly like that. I created a list. http://www.gematriajourney.com Master-list That goes over a lot of information and correlates it with values that show you that we are in a machine.

But you won’t believe it even if you read it. You still won’t believe it. Everything is against you in believing this.

You need so much exposure. You need so much proof to get you to finally go, Okay, I think that this is what it is. From my seeing, there is no way of quickly getting you to understand this.

And if God was to do a miracle through me, like a real miracle, you would be scared. Your psyche would melt down because you are glued. You were taught your whole life about science.

And the more you were taught about science, the more you thought, Well, that proves that God doesn’t exist because they say the Bible is 6,000 years old. But we know the universe is billions of years old. So when that part of your psyche collapses, you go through suffering.

Which I don’t want to do that to anybody. I don’t want to do that to you. But I do have to do this.

It is part of who I am to do this. I need it. So bear in mind that everything is against you in believing this.

Like I said, exact repeat. Everything is against you in believing this. What is the point? The point is to stop the other colors from doing what they want.

And to allow black to finally take control over everything. Already in control, but to finally be in everyone’s minds going, Oh, okay, so that’s the Lord. The Lord is the color black.

Do you worship the color black? No, you just think when you worship that you think of God and you worship. Not Jesus. No man.

You’re not supposed to choose idols or anything like that. You’re just supposed to worship the great, infinite, but not infinite, finite, massive, almighty God. That’s who you’re supposed to worship.

The best thing to do when worshiping is just be as humble and respectful with God and be honest with all your problems and everything you did and everything you are. And just know that you’re seen everywhere you go. Nothing you did, nothing that you believe, nothing that is about you is not understood by those above you.

They all get it. So it’s very important to see that. Realize this.

If you are an angel who spent their lives on the earth, saving people and helping people and doing your best to prevent suffering, you may be wondering, why do I have to go to the underworld? It’s your destiny. And it’s as simple as that. Or maybe not.

Maybe it’s God’s decision to send you to the underworld. But are you going to be tortured? No. It’s not like that.

You save people here, you get to save people down there. That’s how it works. So, I know some people who are helpers and they help people everywhere they can.

They’re not villains. They’re not bad people. They are totally who the Lord needs them and wants them to be.

So He sends them down to do things that they can do, as opposed to things that they can’t do but they still have to go through. Somebody who’s a mass murderer who’s murdered many, many people has to go through a couple things, or even more, that they can’t do, but they do it anyway. That’s the key.

They do it anyway. This is why I teach that you don’t want to be listening to this and thinking, I’ll do whatever I want to do and it won’t matter. That is not how you want to be thinking.

How you want to be thinking is, Okay, I’m under control, but part of that illusion is a deal, a deal with God that I am the pilot of this vehicle. So I have to do what I need to do to make sure this vehicle does not end up in places I don’t want it to be. It’s that simple.

It’s not punishment. It’s not personal. It’s just, if your vehicle does certain things, then it will end up in certain storylines.

I was about to say in certain places, but no, certain storylines. Part of it you don’t want. Other parts you want.

The Lord does not condemn people to endless torture without mercy. It does not work that way. She’s not like that.

She just needs to see things that tell her that you are who you are, and you need to see it to tell yourself you are who you are, and you look at God and say, I am that. Yeah, that’s perfect. That’s who I am now.

That’s what’s needed for paradise, right? So you can be a higher class citizen, which may not seem like it means much, but it means everything. Everyone who looks at you goes, I can’t believe they went through that. They are truly above me.

And that means something in paradise. It means everything. You are somebody who they cannot be, who they love and they care about, and they want to be elevated like them, but it’s not going to happen.

But it’s not a want that drives you insane. It’s a want that drives you to go, wow, they are really that. They are part of the story that I wasn’t a part of.

I was a part of the story, but not their story. That’s unbelievable. They are above me, and I want them there.

It’s like Hollywood actors. A lot of people want Jennifer Aniston or Brad Pitt or Bruce Willis or Anthony Hopkins to be who they are. They want that.

They want them to be celebrities because it makes them feel better. So that’s how they see, in a way.

Chapter 02 – To Take The Black Pill

What is it to take the black pill? It’s basically having a revelation about the place that we exist in for one. The place we exist in is designed to conceal spirit, right? There is always an explanation that takes you away from the truth. The truth being that we exist in a machine and beneath that machine is the fabric of God, the spiritual realm, where God is in complete control of both this machine and every other universe that exists. 

So part of the black pill is realizing that you’re being deceived to think it’s this, it’s that. There’s all these different ways of seeing, there’s all these different belief systems, but when it comes down to belief systems most are not fully true. And there is that proverb, half truth a full lie. 

I guess that’s somewhat true. What’s more important is that each and every one of us has pieces of the truth and I would like to think that I’m teaching the truth, but I’m also aware of the fact that many before me have been wrong, right? So that being said, the black pill teaches you that even though you know for a fact, even once you know for a fact this place conceals spirit, you still keep thinking, yeah but I’m here and in this place my body tells me that spirit is not real, that all these miracles are not possible, that God is not true, God is not real, God is not alive. But when you wake up it’ll be in the back of your head that yeah this place is tricky, it’s a tricking place, right? The indigenous cultures understood this to a degree. 

They understood that the ones above were tricksters. When you’re channeling them, when you’re invoking them, they all fight for different lines in your thinking and your speaking and all that. They all fight for it and they give you different beliefs. 

So what’s an example of a belief? Well not a belief, a statement. I think therefore I am. Is that true? Somewhat. 

I know I exist therefore I am. You know you exist, right? If your brain tells you yeah but maybe you don’t know, that’s either mental illness or just a jerk who taught you to think that way, right? You know you exist. That’s a fact. 

You experience it every day. You go through it every day. But what this place teaches you is that there is no previous story to your existence. 

You’re just in this place. This is the first time you’re here and it’ll be the last time you’re here. That’s what you gravitate towards. 

The blackout is when you come from another place to this place and you go into a body and then you are locked out from memory, from any concept of something being from another place. The blackout is done by black, by God. It takes your memory away. 

So the idea that you’ve lived this before is absurd because in your body you see a beginning and an end to this life. You were born, you live, and you will die. Which is the truth. 

I mean from what I’ve said before, God has a ticket for everyone and a time and a place that they will die. Everyone’s clock is ticking down for everyone. Children, adults, teens, it doesn’t matter.

Everyone’s going to die. And that sounds like a very sad thing. It sounds like a very bleak thing.

But it is a reality that you have to see. But what it takes from you is your immortality. So this place does everything it can to teach you that you are not immortal.

When the fact is you’re an immortal spirit existing in a magic paradigm, in God’s paradigm, and you will live forever. You have lived forever. You always exist. 

You always have existed. It’s just the magic that’s done to you at the beginning of this place makes you forget who you really are. When I say this place, I mean the multiverse.

When you get your real memory back, I’m not sure. But you do get it back. And then you are back to being yourself. 

Where there is no beginning and no end to existence. You simply exist in the moment and you love it. You absolutely love it. 

It’s one of the greatest feelings you can imagine. Because you know you’re immortal. You know you’ve been through places like this one.

And you are worthy of your title. What do we all want? I mean when it comes down to it, everyone wants pleasure. Everyone wants happiness. 

Everyone wants love. So back home where our spirits come from, that’s how it is. That’s what it is. 

You get what you want for the most part. Sometimes people like when they don’t get what they want. They’re programmed to enjoy it. 

So when everyone’s programmed to enjoy themselves and there’s no more jealousy and no more hatred, you have paradise. Where drugs are allowed. Where sex is allowed without restriction. 

All these things. But we’re not there yet. We haven’t been there for a long time.

Now nobody has been sitting around waiting for thousands of years except for those above us. But they exist in their own consciousness doing things all the time. They don’t mind it. 

We as people get put to sleep at times so that we can get through this without waiting for thousands of years. So when you hear that somebody says, yeah Christians have been waiting for thousands of years for Jesus to come back. No. 

Nobody’s been waiting for thousands of years. Everyone lives about no more than 120 pretty much. And then they die. 

Then they’re put to sleep after judgment. So the sleeping part is do you dream? I’m not sure but I’m pretty sure it’s just a smooth transition for you. Where you die, you go through your life with the Lord and you talk.

And then instantly it begins a storyline of the underworld or of other places and you are there already. But what you may or may not be aware of is that you were put to sleep for a hundred maybe five hundred years. So you weren’t waiting all that time. 

You just flow on. It flows. It flows for all consciousness. 

There’s waiting of course in life, in the afterlife. But not where somebody’s waiting around for thousands of years to go back home. It doesn’t work like that.

It’s not that. In this place you learn that you don’t want pain. You don’t want suffering.

But when we look at the history of the world we know that these things happen. Terrible things happen. People do terrible things to one another. 

People do terrible things to animals. People do terrible things to insects and life and the planet. And that is a way of seeing that when I say the just can’t be that. 

Well look around the world. Look at all the problems that we face. Of course it can be that. 

Of course it can be that. We see all this stuff and we assume well it must be over once we die. It must be the end. 

No. Just no. People who teach that are just trying to be very hopeful for the future. 

Am I saying that the future is bleak? No. It’s just it’s not what you want it to be in these places that we’re in. In this multiverse it’s not all wanting.

It’s needing and it’s not getting what you desire at times. And many times for some people a lot of the times. And that sucks right? But that is what our souls need to recharge for paradise. 

That’s what this place is. You come into it to refuel your soul. So it goes back into paradise and feels itself strong and powerful and worthy of status and title. 

That’s what this is about. It’s proving yourself. It’s showing you are this person but this person needs to go through x y and z to show they are that person. 

We know they’re that person but we don’t feel it yet. The person goes through it then you feel it and you’re like yeah that’s who that is. Exactly. 

Their expression is absolutely perfect. That’s who we all want them to be. That’s who we all think that they should be.

And it’s a beautiful thing in the big picture because we exist in paradise for a very long time. A very very long time. We do not come to this place all the time. 

That’s outrageous. We would never do that. It’s just at some point we do need to come here to refuel. 

And it’s a long journey for some of us. For others it’s pretty quick. They’re born. 

They live 20 years. They die. They go to sleep. 

They don’t go to hell. They don’t go to deal with anything like that. And then they end up back home and it’s over. 

Those are people at the bottom of the chain in paradise. They get what they want. They are happy. 

They’re content. They like being themselves. They enjoy it. 

But they’re not that high on the pyramid of classes. People who come here, numerous reincarnations, many journeys, they’re considered something way above in paradise. That’s what I’ve learned. 

Paradise is not hard to understand. It’s nirvana. It’s enlightenment.

At all times. But part of that is fun. It’s accepting that there are some things that you really enjoy that you absolutely want to keep doing. 

But it’s not hard to understand how it works because it’s a wanting thing. In this world when you think about it, there’s some things you think about and you’re like, I can’t do that. I can’t do that. 

I can’t do that. Well this is a place where you can do a lot of things that you want with people that you want, with the people that you really care about. So for the people you care about who care about you, there is no ending to your partnership, your connection to these people. 

You will always be back with them. You will always come back and see them. You will always be reunited. 

So when I say that we have hell to go through, you think it’s bleak and I’m like, no, I mean you’re going through things with the people that you want to go through it. But there’s some people there who’d be like, yeah, but I don’t like all the people I know and I don’t like my family. I want other people. 

Yeah, you get other people too. That happens. Point is that you are reunited with the people that you love and care about no matter what. 

And that’s why I don’t necessarily sound like I’m being very positive, but what I teach is beautiful. It is something that you remember that even your animals that you loved in your life, they return to you and you have them again. And they’re immortal too.

So it’s just, it’s unbelievable, right? So the black pill is waking up to all that stuff, waking up to immortality, waking up to a finite yet almighty God, waking up to the controllers below or some people would call them the archangels. They see all existence at once. They operate all existence at once. 

They have motives. They have agendas. They have dislikes and likes and wants and needs, but they are foreign to us, right? But the point is that we have a whole amount of possibilities in dealing with the afterlife and what they can do for us.

Now I never, I haven’t talked about this yet, but Christians believe that you have the Father, the Son, the Holy Ghost. So the Son is somewhat separate from the Father and somewhat connected. They believe they are one because that’s what is said in scripture. 

They are one. What I would tell you is that God cannot be a man. It’s impossible. 

Doesn’t want to be, doesn’t need to be, needs to be a massive machine consciousness that everything sits on that makes everything possible. Right? The only thing that’s a trick here is when you finally go, okay, so who gives God, God’s thinking and that’s where you see it’s like it doesn’t make sense. That’s what makes sense is that it doesn’t make sense and you learn that. 

That’s another part of the black pill is realizing that it doesn’t make sense. Thus it makes sense. You keep going in a loop and a spiral of that and it’ll go forever. 

Just like you, just like your soul will go forever. Right? So eternity is part of who we are. It’s part of what we do.

So when I say the controllers cannot be a person, God cannot be a person, what can they do to interact with us besides getting us to have conversations with one another and enjoying that? They can run bodies from above. They can run the body of the gods and goddesses. Right? And to see them when they do things is something biblical. 

It’s unbelievable. I’ve seen visions of how the Lord walks in the underworld. He doesn’t walk for real. 

He’s just controlling a body. He’s controlling its thoughts. He’s controlling all that. 

And he’s feeling that body. But she is not that body. But when it walks, it walks in perfect time, where it can walk through a battlefield of shells and mines and bullets, and nothing can touch them. 

That’s how powerful these machines are. And you have conversations with them, and they know who you are. But they don’t tell you a lot of things. 

They just basically encourage you to keep going on your journey. Some of them do other things. They try and ensnare you and get you into storylines.

Sometimes you want it, sometimes you don’t. But that’s how they interact with us directly, is by having a machine or talking in our mind directly. But even then, they are never just a singular consciousness. 

They are spread out across billions and billions and billions of souls. And they control all of it. Which makes you understand why it’s very important to have people in your life or in your existence that you love and care about that you want to be with.

Because trying to be with just them, you remember that they are not like you. They are not thinking like you. God loves you. 

I’m not saying that’s not the truth. That is the truth. It’s just they are not like you. 

Which can feel kind of sad, can feel kind of unfortunate. But they don’t have a problem with being who they are. They have to go through things, sometimes it’s very painful and very difficult. 

But they still love being themselves. I’m talking about yellow, I’m talking about red, I’m talking about blue. They enjoy being who they are. 

Now my story will touch on what happened in the last over a decade. What changed in the world and what is different, because a lot of people don’t know that something happened years ago. The controllers were trying to do something. 

They were trying to do the end of the world in a way they wanted. And some of them had agreements with one another. They all had their own way of seeing what they wanted to end the world. 

And then it didn’t happen. They didn’t get what they wanted. Which means God basically said to them, no, we’re not doing that anymore. 

And that’s how powerful God is. At any point, God can just go, I’m not doing this and back away from it. In the numbers list that you’ll see, God basically says in one of the statements that I don’t need you to end the world for me. 

I can do that all on my own. In fact, that’s my duty. That’s what it is. 

And no matter what religion or what scientific understanding you come to, it’s always the same. This world needs to end. It has to. 

The universe has to end. No matter what vantage point you’re looking at it, it must end. How does it end? That I haven’t been told. 

I just know that God does it. God destroys the place. Does that mean their people are alive when that happens? I don’t know.

But the end of the world is in the hands of God, no matter what. It’s not in the hands of any human being. If you are somebody who thinks you need to destroy the world, you want to change your direction. 

You don’t want to be doing that. It’s not right. You’re not God. 

You have no right destroying this place or trying to. That tells you a bit about me and my journey and what I learned. It was a lot of education around what power I can have and what power I can’t have.

And I cannot have all the destinies of all people in my hands. It’s not allowed. What I can do is teach as many people as possible to spread the teaching out and to change the world. 

Not towards destruction or creation, just change the world. And I like that. It’s very relaxing. 

It’s peaceful. It makes me think, good, I don’t have to do all this stuff that I thought I had to do. For the longest time, I thought I had to do all sorts of things and I don’t, which is really good. 

So the controllers walk in bodies. They move bodies around and they do miracles. They do enchantment. 

They do all sorts of things like that. And there’s been a couple situations where I have felt with all my being magic. And it’s really quite beautiful. 

It’s not dark magic. It’s not evil magic. I felt good stuff. 

So all that is there in this place. You may be getting more concerned about this idea of the controllers or those above being pure evil. And this is just one big trap. 

And we’re all going to a terrible fate. That is Red’s way of thinking. That is not Black’s way of thinking. 

Black’s way of thinking looks at that and says that’s boring. To torture everyone for all eternity is boring. It makes no sense. 

Why would I want to see that when I can see all sorts of entertainment all over the place, all sorts of stuff, everywhere, all sorts of love and hate and beauty and death and destruction and creation. That’s how Black sees. That’s taking the black pill. 

Seeing that the gods, if you want to call them that, they want to see all types of adventures and plot lines and characters. They don’t just want something simple. They want something complicated. 

That’s how they are. Right. Back to talking about the idea that I’m very bleak. 

Let me put this as clear as possible to you. The underworld, even watching it, is the greatest, most unbelievable adventure imaginable. That’s what’s in front of you. 

Prophets, angels have done what they can over these many years to keep people from getting hurt there. Because you can go through quite severe suffering in this place. At the same time, there’s a storyline behind that, as I’ve said before. 

But the most important thing is that this is the ride of your soul. You’ll see and do all sorts of things that you wouldn’t be able to believe right now. You couldn’t imagine. 

It’s epic. It’s biblical. It’s the truth. 

Right. So when you think for a moment that I’m saying it’s all doom and gloom, not at all. No. 

It’s everything. There’ll be sadness. There’ll be love. 

There’ll be caring. There’ll be hatred. There’ll be birth. 

There’ll be death. There’ll be all this stuff. Right. 

All these storylines playing out. All these things that have to be accounted for. And what’s the purpose besides refueling? It’s understanding who God is. 

Learning who God is every day you’re there. Figuring out that what you thought was the truth was just temporary belief. So you know when you come out of your body, you know you’re immortal and you know your belief system was temporary.

Unless of course this belief system I’m giving you lines up exactly with the outside. In that case you go, yeah, it was finally time to realize. And it’s no big deal.

There are some people who believe that they would challenge God. They would say, how dare you do this to me. You did this. 

You did that. You don’t see that when you finally come out. You go, oh yeah, I’m immortal and I’m talking to the Lord and I need to do this. 

You feel with all your being that you need to do this. There is no challenge. There is no rebellion. 

There’s nothing like that. It’s just this is what you needed. And now you look at what you did. 

You look at all the things your body did. And then you go, okay, this is where I need to go. And the Lord says that’s exactly where you need to go. 

It’s fine. And you go through it. I cannot judge every person on the criminal database. 

I can’t look at serial killers and say for certain they’re going to the worst thing imaginable. I don’t have all the variables. I don’t know what they lived through. 

I don’t know what they were thinking. I don’t know if they were damaged as a baby. There’s all these things I don’t know that God would know that I can’t know. 

So when you try and tell me, yeah, we know Hitler is going to the worst place imaginable. It’s like, well, maybe not. You don’t know. 

You weren’t in his body. You didn’t have his brain. Only God and the controllers could see. 

But most importantly, only God could see what was happening with him. There’s been rumors and stories and even evidence of amphetamine use. What if that skewed him beyond belief? You have to bear that in mind. 

It’s very unfortunate that people do these murders and these things. For somebody who doesn’t have any good reason for it or anything like that or had no support for doing it, yes, they will see very terrible things in the underworld. That’s how it works, right? Why? Their soul needs that to become who they need to become. 

Their soul needs it.

Chapter 03 – Sexuality

God and sexuality. One of the most important things to understand, of course, is that God is where all sex comes from, where all sexuality and all sexual feelings, he, she, is where this all comes from. So this concept that God is too holy for sex is incorrect.

It’s wrong. God feels everyone having sex, enjoys it, and in this place, both enjoys it and does not like it. You need to understand that really this is a place of positioning.

It’s a situation of positioning, sorry. And the situation and the place you’re in dictates that you have to control your sexuality to the best of your ability, right? If you fail to do that, then there’s problems that you have to deal with. Torture? Punishment? No.

It’s just a response to the rules of this game. The rules of the game are that you do not express yourself sexually in an ultra-liberal way. You are to be very conservative with sex and very private, right? There have been many prophets who were gay, bisexual, transgender, straight, and they knew one thing.

Keep that to themselves. Keep their business of sexuality to themselves. That is very important, right? Am I saying being queer is wrong? Well, back home, queer is not wrong.

It’s just part of how everyone sees that sexuality can manifest. Sometimes it’s between a man and a man or a woman and a woman or a woman and a man or a man or a woman. It really depends, right? But none of it is considered bad.

But in this place that we are currently inhabiting, the rules are that sexual expression is to be highly limited. That’s an understatement. It’s to be extremely restricted, which is one of the roots of why atheists don’t like the idea of God, because he, she, tells us when we can have sex and when we can’t.

And for some atheists, they want to have sex when they want to have sex, and that’s the end of the story, right? God can go, screw God’s self, we want sex when we want it, which is the way God looks at it. And if he doesn’t want it, yeah, you can. There will be a response to it, but sure, if you want to go out and have all this sex, go ahead.

There will be things that you deal with. It’s not, once again, it’s not personal, it’s not something where you are being targeted because you’re you. It’s not like that.

It’s more like you are just part of a group of people who do X, Y, and Z, and you get X, Y, and Z, right? Behavior is so interesting, because you can behave in a way that’s wrong, but do what is right, and end up with a mixed bag of treats, right? The idea that I’m trying to tell you that you have to limit your sexuality because otherwise you’ll be burned in hell, that’s not what I’m saying. I don’t see that, right? I see more like, no, you’ll be a part of a storyline that is a mixture of things. It’s a mixture of complicated things, that’s all.

It’s not about punishing you. It’s about giving reasons for your soul to go through something that it needs, that God also takes pleasure in, but also needs to get you out of that sooner or later, which is why it works as a perfect machine. You go into the machine, you come out of the machine.

That’s how it always works. There is no traps. There is no machine that you can’t get out of.

You always get out, and that’s one of the reasons how you see God and you go, okay, you’re not trying to torture me. You’re just trying to get me to go through what my soul needs, and if that happens to be a very painful adventure, then that’s what it is. Exactly.

You got it. You’re thinking like that, and you got it. It’s not personal, right? It’s just your body does what it does, and if your consciousness or your body doesn’t choose to go down the road of redemption and salvation, then it goes where it goes, and if you do choose to go down the road of salvation with very serious crimes, some of those you can mitigate, but some of them you still have to face something, so it’s more like you’re on a mission to fix what you did wrong, but it’s not you who did it wrong.

Your soul is just watching your body doing these things, and you think you’re making free choices, which at the same time, you do have to think you have free choice, but ultimately you don’t. It’s not your fault. You end up in a bad place.

It’s not your fault. You may think it is at the time, and you may go through that, but you will come out and you’ll see, oh, it wasn’t my fault. It was not my fault.

It was just the way existence is, something my soul needed to do, and now look, celebrations and parties and sex and drugs, it’s all happening. Okay, well, I’m done. I’m happy.

Yeah, that’s pretty much what we’re looking at, right? But that should not make you think, oh, so I can get away with sin. That’s a very dangerous road to walk, a very dangerous road. It can be very potent in pain and suffering and fear and terror and demons and hellfire.

It can be very severe, so you have to be in control of yourself if you can be, and if you can’t be, the truth is that God judges fair, totally fair, right? Looks at you and says, let’s go through your life. Yeah, but you were that. You were somebody like this, so I’m not going to send you to the worst things possible.

I’m going to send you down this road or that road, right? Very fair, very honest, but she is doing things that she needs, and yes, sometimes she wants to hurt things, but for the most part, she’s just trying to get everyone back home. That’s what God’s trying to do, get everyone back home with their reputation recharged. That’s critical.

With you going through things, which is why she lets you go through some things that you would say, God, why would you do this to me? It’s not that. It’s that your soul needs that, and your soul is immortal, and it needs to see certain things to get through them and come out and go, that’s exactly what I needed, and now I’m exactly who I want to be, right? And that’s the reality of it. All angels travel to the underworld.

That’s the rule, right? It’s not that they go there to get hurt, necessarily. Many go to help. Some are villains, and they go through very terrible things, but they also get to defeat very terrible situations.

They get to overcome very terrible situations, and they love it. We can talk about, if you’re an angel, what happens if you were unattractive in this life. The way it kind of works is that you go through being unattractive in this life, and then in the underworld, you’re either given a new body, or you’re given one that looks like you from this place, but it’s changed in a way that makes it look attractive.

So you get what you want, right, in that way. How about an angel who is unattractive, who hurts people? Still, that’s a point. You get to be somebody attractive, but you also have to go through pain and suffering, and you also have to go through things you want.

So it’s very complicated. How this all works is very complicated. There is no way of explaining to you how interesting it is what the Lord does, right? I can give you examples, but it’s so different for everyone, some similar and some not, right? Yes, she’s a machine, God is a machine, but at the same time, she can do quite a bit of different techniques, and give different results, and service you in different ways, and task you in different ways, and give you what you need in different ways, and what you want in different ways.

So the idea with angels is that we all have a mixture of houses in us. So you have gray, and blue, and yellow part of you, and usually, there is one dominant house about you, but that doesn’t mean you serve that controller, it just means that your nature, your personality, your body is of, for example, red, house Mars, or white, moon, or blue, Neptune. That’s just a way of saying that your nature is like that, but what you would probably want is what the Lord would lay down for you.

So even though you’re in a way being controlled by blue, if you are, if that’s who you are, and at the same time, you want what God wants, right? So it’s not a big deal. There are times when you actually interact with your house, and you feel at home, you feel like welcomed and loved, you feel like blue is who, if it’s blue, you feel like blue is who you want, right? But then you see what he wants, what she wants, and you go, okay, that’s not, that’s not me, right? That’s, um, I’m, you’re much more interested in what God wants when you see it, that’s how it works. You, it’s like you love to play in that house, but when it’s serious time, you’re like, no, I have to do what God needs me to do.

All angels are like that, pretty much, when it comes down to it, they all want to do what the Lord needs them to do sooner or later. Some people go to the underworld, and they are victims of, from the earth, of terrible offenses and crimes, and they become people who get to torture people, and they love it, and they don’t want it to stop. But the way it works is that sooner or later you have to be stopped, so you either stop yourself or somebody will stop you.

Some people would ask, is that you? Not necessarily, no, I don’t, I try and help people as best I can. My nature is to teach and to, I do have a command side of me for war, but I don’t want to hurt anybody. I don’t want to destroy anybody.

There are torture systems that I want to destroy. When I see them, they make me feel like I have to blow that to fucking hell. I have to blow that right up.

And that’s me, right? I believe in taking care of people, caring about one another, caring about life, caring about all people and all their grievances, right? I’m an expression, being a son of God, I’m an expression of God that tells people basically that they want to be as right as they possibly can be. Right. That’s ultimately who I am, is you do what’s right.

What’s good? No, not me. No, I do what’s right. So if a villain needs to be blown up and they are out of control and they’re in my way, then yes, I’ll take them down.

But it’s not me to go out of my way to hunt people down like that. I do other things. I rig up systems to blow up.

I do things, very clever things to change things and make things happen a different way. Sometimes I see that a villain is about to go through something they really don’t want and I help them and then I get them to promise me they won’t do certain things sometimes. That’s what I’ve been told.

I’m like, you know, I don’t have any sort of nature about me that is trying to be a villain anymore. There is a dark side to me, yes, but I don’t actually want to entertain that very much. There was a time where I went through phases where I had my darkness and I explored it.

But the context of my exploration of the darkness was that I thought that I wasn’t actually hurting anybody. I didn’t want to hurt anybody and I never have really. I noticed when I grew up, anytime I’d win in a fight or I’d win in a verbal screaming match, I’d feel guilty and I wouldn’t feel good about it.

I don’t have the same components as some people who feel really good about destroying somebody. It’s not to say that I’ve never done evil. I’ve done evil things, but I didn’t want them.

I didn’t want to be put in positions where I would have to do evil things or want to do evil things. I don’t like that. But yeah, I’m guilty of things too.

So some of the things I’ve done, I’ve paid the price for them here and I’m sure I’ll face more in the time after death. It’s very unfortunate, but you know, it’s what it is. I think that people are going to one day see that what I intended to do was very, very good.

That’s always what I was trying to do, something really, really good. I just, there was times when all I could see was darkness. So I made my decisions based on that.

That was the context. Am I alone? No. Yes and no.

I am the first officer in the house of the sun, which is God’s house. So that’s the primary house that I like to gravitate towards, the color black. I have friends and colleagues.

I call them spiritual colleagues. So there’s Gabriella who sits on green. There’s Knowledge who sits on white.

There’s Hugh who sits on orange. There’s Wizard who sits on gray. There’s Michael who sits on red.

There is Jason who sits on pink. There is Umberto who sits on blue. Sarah who sits on yellow.

There’s John who sits on brown and Stephen who sits on purple. And Tracy who sits on turquoise. So these are my colleagues and some are friends and some we’ve not been friends for a long time.

And do they serve their houses? Somewhat. They find out, just like I found out, that the forces, the controllers are trying to do stuff that are not always what they would want. They would want what the house of the sun sort of teaches and offers.

But that’s not their nature and their houses. It’s just, it’s more along the lines of what any human being would want. What any mortal flesh would want.

So there are also in my house, there’s Callie, there’s Molly, there’s Iwana, and there’s Sam. House of the sun. We all have our different functions.

I don’t like controlling people. I have a problem with it. I like being sort of the wise young elder, so to speak, where I’m still young but I’m very wise and I don’t control people.

I just put my input in and I’m on my own track, right? I like that. I don’t like the idea of telling people what to do or being around them. Right? I have God around me and that’s what I prefer, right? So if I have to command, I do.

If I need to, I can. I can command people and command armies and stuff like that. I can do that if I need to.

But I would prefer not to. In games, yeah, I can do things, but I really prefer, again, not to. So I forgot to mention that the different houses have their sigils, their planetary sigils.

And so one is sun. That’s my house, house of the sun. Two is earth.

Three is moon. Four is Pluto. Five is Mercury.

Six, Mars. Seven, Venus. Eight, Neptune.

Nine, Uranus. Ten, Saturn. Eleven, Jupiter.

Twelve, space. So you can say that this person is in the house of space or this person is in the house of Mars. You can say these different things and they’re relevant.

It’s just each controller has a lot of different symbols that relates to them. So you have different shapes and different objects, things like that, that correlate to the different houses. But you can have, so if you were to say that Neptune had a circle with eight spouts, spokes, it also could be painted black and have an interaction between both houses that way.

So it’s very complicated. It’s not a simple machine by any stretch of the imagination. It’s not simple.

Trying to get your head around everything, there are some things you can see very easily, but then other things are like, you feel it. You feel that that’s above me. That’s alien-like thinking where something is not thinking the way I think.

Lately, that’s been how I keep finding the controllers in God is that they know you. They know you from birth, right? You’re not a mystery to them unless God doesn’t want the controllers to see something about you. But for the most part, they know everything about you.

One day you go back to paradise and then they always know everything about you. And that’s the key. When you go back to paradise, your house is your house.

You want what everyone wants because it’s the right thing to do and it works. It makes sense. So you get to bathe in the love of your own house.

So a lot of the people that I mentioned, all the people that I mentioned go to their houses and they bathe there or they go to the other houses and they party there and they love it. It’s awesome. It’s amazing.

So the idea of me being Adam reincarnated has been suggested. It’s in the number system in the master list. So is it true? I would think so based on what I went through, but I don’t know for certain.

The other thing is that I have the feeling that me and my friends and family in the ancient time were known as the gods and goddesses. And we reigned over all people and we thought we were in control and we thought we were in command and we really destroyed everything and got destroyed by God. That’s my understanding of what happened.

I don’t know all the details of the storyline. I don’t know all the scenes and all the pieces and all the variables. I don’t know that.

I just know that I’m pretty sure that’s what it is. So we have been reincarnated here in this time to do whatever it is we’re doing, which I’m not sure exactly what’s needed of all of us. Everyone’s different.

I really don’t know. So some people would say that sounds like a real delusion. Yeah, you think that and I would agree with you.

It does go along with the lines of what many schizophrenics have gone through. But what you don’t understand is that where many schizophrenics fell to their delusions, my delusions became real. And yes, it was real for those people.

But for me, it all adds up, right? It’s all there. Everything seems to be working towards suggesting that I am an angel, right? And I love being an angel. And there’s times when I hate it.

You don’t want to be me. You really don’t. I’ve been through some very, very serious situations.

And I’ve been the enemy of very serious people. People who have done things that are beyond unspeakable. So that’s me.

Chapter 04 – The Evidence

What we have evidence of in this place that we exist in is that there is a universe out there around us and it began with a massive expansion from a dense singularity. So there is from what scientists would say is there’s no evidence of the spiritual. Right and there’s many people who live by that who believe that and if they had been through what I had been through they would no longer believe that.

However, how I explain it to them is that okay so picture a bubble of the universe and around it is the fabric of God also known as spirit space. So beneath all existence in this place is the magic of God, God’s body and connected to this place is another universe which is connected to another universe which is connected to another universe and for every story that you’ve ever heard that made it big there is a universe built for that storyline. God is so massive and epic in scale that creating billions of other universes is trivial. 

Is there infinite universes? No. Number 12 turquoise space teaches you of infinity which is an incorrect teaching. It’s finite.

There’s only one of you. There’s somebody who has your name. There’s people who look like you but there’s only one of you. 

Right and you are on a cosmic loop, not a cosmic loop, a spiritual loop sorry. You’re on a spiritual loop that takes the time it takes to complete to get back to paradise and you are always you. You have different bodies and different preferences but for the most part everyone gets to be who they are themselves, their identity. 

What if you don’t like yourself? You don’t know yourself. If you saw the real spiritual you, you’d go that is me. Yeah that’s who I like. 

That’s who I want. I want to be that. Right so there’s some people who are using machines some spirits that are riding machines that they only ride in this place to express who they really are in this place but then when they get out they express who they really are in places where you get to see the real them and that is very important because you learn that on this journey you are an important component of the entire machine that works.

Without you it doesn’t work. Without anyone it doesn’t work. So from the movie star to the soldier to the doctor to the hot dog stand owner to the prostitute to we are all together.

We all work part of this machine and without any one of us it doesn’t work the same way. It doesn’t work the way God needs it to work so we’re all together. Very important.

I would say that the fabric of God allows for magic to be real but this place conceals magic. There is only the ability to herd people with symbols and occult magic right which is very much magic light magic empty where there is no light and dust. There’s no basically like really advanced miracles or anything like that. 

It’s just you can say something to people in a certain phrase and take people down roads and get people to see this synchronicity and that synchronicity. So that’s what’s key is that synchronicities are some of the evidence of the divine. There are groups on Facebook that circle around the occurrence of those numbers and there’s the Germatria people who use it and talk about it.

These are the bits of evidence that we have. That’s why I say gematriajourney.com slash master dash list. This shows you the synchronicities and the numbers how it’s not possible what I did unless this is a machine and we are all in a machine.

Why do I say machine and not hologram? Hologram is yellow. Number nine Uranus. Yellow teaches that. 

Black teaches that this is a real machine. It’s vast in size. It’s not a simulation. 

It is very much real. It’s just the way that you perceive and interpret reality is controlled in a way that you can say it’s a simulation but it doesn’t add up completely in the end. Machine is how it works in entirety. 

It really does. It is the best way of defining because you work, you function every day in a way that a machine does. So you are a machine and so is God and so is the controller. 

A thought goes into your mind. You think this, you do that, you feel this, you go through it, you travel through doing things like a robot. If you look at yourself like a robot you can see it and there’s patterns that you have. 

There’s places that you go to that you do at times and then other times there’s these places or those places or you travel, you do this, you do that. It’s very much under complete control and your thoughts are given to you so it’s really a hard thing to explain but ultimately what this entire system is, is expressed in machine ways as opposed to chaos. Everything is in order. 

So to get perfection in machine ways to exist in this place without being able to tell it’s there requires all the controllers doing very weird things that all together create a simulation of chaos. So if there’s anything that is a simulation it’s the chaos because what’s really around everything is the order of God. That’s what’s around everything. 

All places, all existence, the order of God. So you have people who talk about it being a hologram, a computer program and there’s some truth in that but if you were to try to find is there a code to it, is there a matrix code? It exists but it’s a representation of reality. It’s not that we have code flowing through us.

It’s that the manifestation of our existence can be represented with code but we’re not run on code. There’s no code that we run on right. It’s just representing it. 

You can build simulations that resemble reality and one day with quantum computers they’ll be able to really build real simulations that are quite impressive where you have entire worlds and you can simulate everything but that doesn’t mean that you’re creating consciousness, that consciousness is entering the bodies that are in your simulation. So you can duplicate how we work and function in a quantum computer or even in an electronic regular computer and it will be exactly the same. It’s just it’s not actually reality. 

Nobody’s visiting this place. Nobody’s doing that. That’s what this is sort of talking about is that this place is real.

So that being the case, this is kind of the exciting part of the story is that when I was in East Coast Forensic Hospital, the insane asylum, the first time I had visions come to me where I saw things like the Millennium Falcon flying and doing things for real. Simultaneously, all these things were happening in the underworld and I realized then I’m like so they actually made they actually made it real and then I learned that Hollywood has been pulling from the database of existence through their imagination, through their writing, through their storyboarding and all these things they’ve been pulling from the database of all existence and that database contains the signatures of the realms that exist beyond the grave. So this tells you that some of your favorite stories, some of your most precious gems that you mean so much to you are actually real places that you can either watch or be a part of.

Most of what Hollywood does, most people are going to watch it, right? Play out in a different way where God is actually involved and you see what happens, see all these different things happen. However, there’s of course a dark side to this because it tells you that a lot of these Hollywood films that are horror films are actually real. So you have to understand that most people would say I can’t believe that, I won’t believe that, I refuse to believe that.

They are young, young minds. They don’t understand that this is a game of immortals. So some of these things that are real are something that needs to exist for our souls to say we went through that, we went through something like that.

When I say I’ve had visions or I have visions, what does that mean? Like what am I talking about? The interesting thing is that on my journey when working with the other controllers, my visions began to become very much enriched with divine color and movie clips and feelings where I can feel the scene and it really would pour through me. It sounds really good if it’s good stuff that you’re seeing but of course I was seeing hell. But at the time I didn’t know about all the parts of hell, I just was seeing the worst possible parts and it hurt. 

It was very scary, it was very painful, it was very sad. But I got through it and my visions at some point peaked and then I didn’t want them to get any more intense. I did not need them to get any more intense, I did not want anything to do with that sort of thing. 

You know once you have something like that happen at the beginning it’s very exciting but then over time you realize it’s a machine and it’s not going to stop, it’s going to keep on going. It’s not like they just give you visions and then stop. They give you visions, over time it peaks but then you live with them and living with something like that is not fun. 

I can tell you in all honesty it is not fun. So there is a finite amount of spirit space, just like there’s a finite amount of this universe and other universes, there’s a finite amount of spirit space. Beyond that, what’s beyond that? It’s just black, it’s just the color black, it’s just God. 

There’s no infinity, there’s no infinite universes. That’s the teaching, like I said before, of number 12 turquoise space. There’s a finite amount of souls, there’s a finite amount of angels, there’s a finite amount of archangels. 

So we’ll talk about archangels for a second. You’ve seen paintings where the angel has the wings but many eyes. That is an accurate sort of representation because they see all existence simultaneously, like they have many eyeballs.

So they have many vision ports and they think across all those vision ports. Vision ports are like when you look at yourself, you have your two eyeballs but they are producing a single vision field and the difference between you and one of the archangels is the archangels can see all existence with many, many, many, many, many ports. So once you understand that, you understand that you can do things once you know things to get in their way. 

But the idea of going to battle with them above, it doesn’t make any sense. They are woven through the universe. They’re woven through spirit space. 

They’re woven through all universes. They are forces of nature and nature is an interesting word to use because God is not escaping her nature. She is a finite machine, massive in scale, and sees everything all at once.

And it takes quite a bit of contemplation to see how she sees but she is finite, in control, and very much natural, a natural force. So blue is natural, red is natural. So they may have agendas that you don’t want but you don’t spend your life trying to defeat them. 

That’s just a waste of your time. It’s a complete waste of your time. But recognizing where they’re in control in your thinking and in your life, you can see, oh, maybe I don’t want to make this choice anymore.

That affects them to a degree. If everyone starts doing that, then that will affect them. But some of them, if not all of them, know that that’s possible. 

That can happen to them if God wants it, if God needs it. So you’re not surprising them really. Once again, it’s just a waste of your time to go and try and battle them because they have an agenda that you don’t agree with. 

They are just natural forces at the beginning of your life, at the end of your life. They know you through all, like I said before, they know you from birth. So it’s pointless.

And of course, trying to trick anything above you, you don’t trick things above you. Things above you trick you. That’s the way it works. 

They are on a higher dimensional plane and they are looking in at all things at once. The only thing that tricks them is what’s above them, which is God. God can trick them, they can trick you, but then God can trick them while they’re tricking you and then reveal to you you’re being tricked and then send you messages that tricks them while you’re thinking you’re doing it. 

But the only way your system is tricking them is if God is allowing it to happen. God is doing it. Very interesting stuff to think about.

When you walk into a room, everything’s color labeled. You look at a black speaker, you look at a table, a brown table, you look at a shirt, maybe a red shirt with white on it, maybe a coca-cola shirt, red and white coca-cola. So everything you look at has a color label to it, which is interesting because it’s a channel to the deities above.

So you look at red and you can speak to red. Will red speak to you? Most likely not. Like me, the way it works for me is I look at black and I feel like there’s a consciousness there, a foreign alien consciousness. 

But not alien in the sense of Independence Day alien, I mean just foreign. In my personal, spiritual, physical space, I feel them. And they talk to me and they insert thoughts at times and they always insert thoughts. 

And the point is, is that every room you enter, every place you go, you’re under control and they control you through the colors around you and your thinking and what you’ve been taught in your whole life and the toys you played with as a kid. There’s all these things that formed your mind that are how they control you. And some people would be like, well, this is kind of depressing. 

I’m under complete control. I don’t really want this. It’s actually just the beginning when you feel that. 

When you really realize what this is, you feel much more comfortable. You feel like, oh, okay, that’s much better. The fact that when they’re working to get you what you want, that is one hell of a thing. 

When they’re working to get you what you want, that’s very exciting and loving and very, very good. So just because you’re under complete control does not mean that you don’t have options of wanting. In fact, you have so much wanting to go through and get what you want eventually. 

And that’s the critical thing, right? Hyperreality. This is an interesting thing about how past life into the afterlife, some realms, most realms are hyperreal. They are above this sense of reality. 

They are something more. So you get more out of it. And you feel a lot, right? You see a lot. 

You think a lot. It’s very interesting how real it can be outside this dimension. And how do I know that? Because they gave me visions where I feel how real they are. 

And you connect with those feelings of how real they are. And you know, that’s from before my birth, which is very interesting about them. When you know for a fact, you’re like, yeah, that’s from before my birth. 

I can tell. That’s some really weird stuff. Right? But it’s really interesting. 

Because what I talked to you about before in Hollywood, and the music industry, and the video game industry, is they are pulling data from the archive of existence. And their realms are real. But they’re also hyperreal. 

So you travel there, and you’re watching it, and you’re getting everything you want out of it. And you’re seeing the characters singing and playing their roles and doing all sorts of things. And they are dreams.

That they are all in. And you’re watching. And you know things. 

But they’re in a dream. And it’s a hyperreal dream. And they have a little bit of an understanding that there’s something about what they’re going through that is meant to be. 

It’s what they need. It’s what they have to do. But parts of themselves are just immersed in the experience. 

Because it’s so real. Right? It is a real experience. But it just feels so unbelievably powerful.

Chapter 05 – Mechanicism

The religion that I founded is called Mechanicism. And you can check out Mechanicism.com and see a lot of the writing. It’s all over the place.

There’s lots of links. There’s lots of stuff to read. I founded it and it is my attempt at installing a new system into this world that we live in.

Where it will go, when it will go, if it will go, I don’t know. I don’t know. I’m just doing the best I can with what I have.

I’m existing in a sick body, so I battle with mental health problems every day and physical symptoms and all sorts of things. So it’s very difficult for me to produce lots of work. There’s some things that I just can’t do, no matter, I want to, but I’m totally blocked.

And then there’s some things that I can do, which is, this is one of them. I can record and talk in the microphone and really do things. But Mechanicism is the teaching that we’re in a machine and that all existence is machine.

And the gods, goddesses, if you want to call them that, they are machines. So it’s what I’ve already told you in the audio recordings. But Mechanicism also has divisions.

So you have sun division, Jupiter division, these different divisions based on the numbers and you can figure out what they are based on what I said in the other videos. And these divisions allow people to celebrate their own house, while at the same time remembering that house of the sun is the first house and the origin of truth is God, the Lord God Almighty. Right? And the best option for people is to throw away a life of harming people, doing wrong, right? Throw it all away and embrace a life of doing the best you can for charity, for volunteering, doing all sorts of things, doing things to help people and help one another get through this life without too much problems, without causing too much difficulty.

So the message is good, right? What I set up is very good. It’s teaching people that it’s not in your best interest to hurt one another or to hurt animals or life or insects. It’s not in your best interest to do these things unless you absolutely have to, you need to.

And kids need to be taught that when you’re a child, you’re protected, but as you grow older, then the system starts looking at what you’re doing and that will be something that comes up after you die and determine what will happen to you. So the more people who realize that there really is danger to breaking critical rules, don’t murder, don’t steal, don’t bear false witness, try not to bully people, don’t hurt animals unless you need to hurt them to eat them, but don’t eat them alive, kill them first, these sorts of things, you follow these rules because without following these rules, this place does not have order and that’s exactly who God is not. God is order and you wanna follow as many rules and regulations as you possibly can.

Does that scare you? You should be concerned about your spiritual prospects, but you shouldn’t be concerned to the point that you don’t live your life. You should be concerned to the point where you go, yeah, if I yield to this jealousy, if I yield to these evil emotions and do something that hurts somebody, like murders them or tortures them, then I could be in for a mission that I don’t want, that I really don’t want. So mechanicism is all about getting people into that zone where they realize that they don’t wanna do certain things, so don’t do certain things.

It’s that simple, right? Is it a cult? Yes and no. I said before, I’m trying to indoctrinate you into a cult. Every religion is a cult because every one of them is missing parts and even mine is missing parts, right? Where did we come from? What happened at the beginning? How did this all begin? We know it began with a big bang.

But what happened to bring about consciousness and sentient awareness, what happened? That’s what mechanicism doesn’t completely solve. So with that being the truth, you realize that it’s all a cult, but mechanicism, it has the doors open for learning more and expanding and seeing, oh, Adam didn’t actually know this, so this is interesting. We can teach this now.

So it can change, right? But it should not change from the original message, which is don’t do stupid stuff here. Don’t hurt people here. Don’t do stuff like that here, right? You don’t want it.

You don’t need it. If you wanna be a villain in the underworld, then basically bathe in the feelings of being a villain and say you want that, but don’t go around hurting people here because there are villains out there who don’t do any wrong. They just go about life doing the right thing, and they get to be a villain in the underworld if they want it, right? But don’t think for one moment that you can get away with this place doing stuff.

It’s just insane. You can’t do it, right? And you may think you found a loophole. Trust me, no, the machine is around you.

You are not around the machine. You have not found a loophole. You have found something to trick yourself to make you think that I’m not telling the truth or I don’t see it, and it’s just gonna get you, right? There’s logic gates that you go through, and you think, oh, it has to be that then.

If he says that, then it’s none of that. It has to be this. No, you’re not thinking properly.

The machine’s around you getting you to think things, right? All the controllers can do unbelievable things to your thinking, unbelievable, right? So mechanicism is, in my opinion, the closest to the truth that this place has seen. It’s also the belief that we are on a spiritual loop and we’ve done this before. We all have been in these bodies before.

We’ve done this road. We’ve seen this road. We don’t know what’s coming.

We don’t know what the future is, but we do know that we’ve done this before, right? So that being the case, outside of being careful, do what you want. Get what you want as much as you can. It’s fine, right? It’s just outside of, you just don’t break some of the critical laws, but besides that, try to enjoy yourself.

If you need to smoke a joint to relax or if you need to have beers to relax and they don’t cause you to do anything, then you don’t have to be afraid of them. There’s some drugs that you just don’t do, like fentanyl, right? That’s a death drug, and I’ve known many people to die off that. So that’s one you should be very careful about, but there’s other drugs like a bit of cocaine.

That rarely kills people, a little bit of it, right? So if you need certain things and you need to party with your friends and be at relief, then that’s fine. What you have to be careful about when partying is hurting people. That’s the critical thing.

And being very conservative with your sexuality, right? These things are important. If you’re thinking, oh, so I don’t get to bang girls anymore and that will immediately get you to go, I’m tossing this out the window. It’s not that you don’t get to do that, it’s that how you treat that here, you do not tell people about banging girls.

You’re having sex with women, you’re having sex with girls, and the most important thing is to honor them and respect them. Don’t treat them like they’re just sexual, they’re more than that. Even though sometimes they wanna be treated that way, you still don’t do that.

That’s what this place you have to learn because otherwise it leads down the road to things like adultery. And once you do adultery, you’re in a whole world of pain. It’s a world of nightmares, you don’t want that.

Adultery is very clearly outlined, but some people say, well, that’s just between people who are married. No, no, no, no, that’s cheating. Cheating is against the rules, whether it’s your boyfriend, girlfriend, or your wife, your husband, it’s against the rules.

So you really are violating a very serious law when you do adultery. So you should bear that in mind. And you also are violating the law of adultery if you’re taking somebody’s partner away from them, seducing them and getting them to show up at places and times that their partner doesn’t know about, but you are both having sex and enjoying the thought that this person doesn’t know and you’re taking a girlfriend or a boyfriend away from their partner.

You can’t do that. It’s totally wrong, it’s evil. You don’t wanna be doing that, right? It’s very critical that you remember that adultery will get you into very serious situations.

So what would I say to somebody who has done murder? Well, in mechanicism, you know, you treat people who’ve done really serious crimes in a way where you go, look, man, look, you have done something that is gonna get you into a very unfortunate situation. You have a mission in front of you. You have to go through, your soul has to go through something very important, but also very sad and unfortunate, right? It’s who you are, it’s your destiny, it’s what it’s meant to be, but you did something that has to be accounted for.

Your body did. And you can argue all you want in your mortal body that I’m under control, they did it, I didn’t do it. That only goes so far though.

When you get out, you still see it, and you go, yeah, I have to deal with that. Not because, once again, of punishment, it’s because it’s just how this place is. You do this, you do that.

You do this, you do that. It’s all it is, right? That’s the teaching of the house of the son. It’s not the teaching of the laws and righteousness and righteousness of God are important, but these are more green things to think about.

This is more the controller green. Controller black God sees that everyone is gonna do what they’re gonna do, right? They’re gonna do what they’re gonna do. They will go where they will go, and ultimately, in the end, they’re all gonna be okay.

It’s just some of them have to go through things that they really don’t want because of what happened here on the earth. So that’s how we see people like that. That’s how we treat them.

We just say, you have something to go through. It’s very unfortunate. It’s very sad.

Don’t do anymore. Don’t make it worse, right? And don’t, like, how you do things is also critical. I mean, there’s been people who have kidnapped somebody, buried them alive beneath a house, things like that.

It’s such a horrifying thing to do that what you have to go through is very serious. It’s very, very serious. So mechanicism is another attempt at trying to control as many people as possible to keep them out of danger’s way, right? Now, once again, some people will be thinking, yeah, I just wanna be a vampire.

How do I become a vampire? Well, you cultivate the wanting. You think about it all the time. You do things.

You write about it. But you do not do anything bad. You just keep wanting that, and it will take you to a situation where you can do that, right? Maybe it’s a private universe.

Maybe it’s a public universe, a shared universe where you get to do all these things. It really depends on so many variables and conditions. It’s like you just try.

Sooner or later, you’ll get what you want, right? You’ll get exactly what you want, and it will work. Now, at the same time, mechanicism critically teaches that this is not a place of wanting, right? This is a place of, you know, sex is not as good as it is in the afterlife. Video games aren’t as good.

Food isn’t as good. Water isn’t as good. Sex, nope, sorry.

Drugs aren’t as good. And they kill you, and they hurt your body. They do all these things that they don’t do in other places.

Right, you wonder how that’s possible, and you understand that magic is woven throughout everything, the fabric of God. And that means that if God doesn’t want you to be damaged by something, you won’t be damaged by it. You could pick up a whole amount of radioactive plutonium and play ball with it, and it won’t hurt you because the rules of that place are that plutonium doesn’t hurt you.

It’s absurd to say it, but that’s how it works, right? What does mechanicism think about the idea of worshiping the devil? Well, first of all, the way mechanicism sees is that, what it teaches is that any of the controllers and combined together can create a devil to think about. So most Christians will see the devil as a red flesh scale beast that is a fallen angel, and that’s how they see. Mechanicism sees it like, yeah, red can do that.

White can play the devil. Blue can play the devil. And they have a different way of feeling about it.

You feel different things from them about it. But all the controllers can play the devil, including black God, can play the adversary, right? It is not advisable to worship the different controllers based on their evil profile. It’s not really what you wanna be doing, but some people want it, and they’re gonna do it anyway.

So just don’t break rules. If you wanna cultivate evil and become a villain in the afterlife, that’s your business. But you still are bound by rules and regulations and order.

So, but worshiping Satan, this is a Christian dichotomy. This is a Christian dogma, right? This is not how reality really is in the ultimate sense. The devil is something that, in my experience, I experienced white being the devil, and he did a lot of things where you would say, devil, devil, like you’d really understand that he was the devil.

But he was just playing a role, right? He was showing me visions and showing him in hell doing things and all sorts of stuff like that. And I swore he was the devil, but other people would see that and go, no, it’s not that. He has to be red, or he has to be black, or he has to be green, whatever.

Different people have different ways of seeing this, right? Is there a storyline that is like that, that sort of connects with that Christian perspective? I think so, yeah, but I’m not completely sure about it. The story of Adam and Eve being seduced by the devil or the devil’s agents, that’s interesting. But I get the feeling the story’s a lot more complicated than that.

The real story, where it all began. So worshiping Satan, you’re worshiping an avatar that’s being created by something even greater than that, right? So you can picture red and worship red, the evil side of red, if you want. And is there consequences to that? Depends on who you are.

Some people want to worship who they want to worship, right? And if once they learn that these controllers are real and that’s who exists and that’s who is above, then they can worship the different houses. But trying to do what they want against the wills of God, that’s madness, that’s insanity. You don’t do that, right? You definitely do not do that.

If you just wanna worship their dark side, that’s your business, right? But to actually apply that here, you don’t want that. To actually go against God, you don’t want that. That’s madness, right? You have no idea how powerful this, who our God, our mother, our father is.

It’s unbelievable, it’s unfathomable. Yes, he can get hurt, she can get hurt battling the controllers below her because she feels all this stuff and she’ll feel things at times that she needs to. And that’s hard for her, but she’s tough.

She can get through all this. And going up against her is just stupidity. That’s all it is, it’s pure stupidity.

So definitely bring that into your calculations of what you want and what you need. Speaking of insanity, what does mechanicism teach about insanity, about mental illness? That here in this place, the way we see it is that it’s disease and it is disease. But when you look at it from above, it’s a functional aspect to your existence.

So if you suffer mental illness, it is functional. It’s useful to the controllers. They use it to do things.

So does that mean you don’t correct it or you don’t use medication to deal with it? I use tons of medication to deal with all my problems because I’ve been through a lot and my mind doesn’t work properly anymore. When I was younger, it was okay, but once I hit a certain age, it started to fall apart. And then after seeing hell and all that in visions, my mind completely began to eat itself.

So I needed drugs to calm down, to heal. So use what you need to deal with the illness, but don’t forget that it’s functional. It doesn’t, mental illness is not an enigma to God, right? She sees what it is and can control it and one day free you of it.

So, you know, and it’s also said with me, I have these mental health problems and people would say, doesn’t that mean that your religion is null and void? You’d be surprised how many prophets and people in the spiritual world have these problems and they still go through helping the world and changing things and doing the right thing. So it is definitely something that is needed in this place for what happens and what we go through. Am I saying that people with mental illness are more spiritual than others? Sometimes, yeah, sometimes.

They are invoking spirits without knowing it. They are being tricked and deceived by controllers above them. Once they lock onto the correct system, then you can say, in a way, they become prophets, right? Because they can see things you can’t.

They can perceive things you can’t, or at least not easily.

Chapter 06 – Miracles and The Animal

The animal within, inside of you and part of you in this place, in this machine that you are witnessing is an animal, right? And to fire off miracles all over the place around this animal, depending on what you’ve been indoctrinated by, if you are into science and this is all just nonsense to you, then firing off miracles around you would only cause your mind to eat itself. It’s not what you want, right? You don’t want to be seeing things that totally prove that this place is magical. It scares most people, makes most people very uncomfortable beyond, that’s an understatement. 

It can trigger post-traumatic stress disorder, it can send you down very dark roads. Why? Because the animal within knows that if magic is possible, then eternal suffering is possible, thus the ultimate danger is real, thus you are on the road to damnation. And the animal gets this and it goes into, it recoils into itself and your rational mind becomes questionable to yourself.

This is what happened to me over time and it took a long time to recover from it, right? And that’s somebody who had more faith than you’d think, but I went through the long experience and miracles can scare the living shit out of you. That’s what you need to understand. The animal within wants to know that it’s safe, wants to know that everything is going to be okay and that there is no danger. 

The only danger in truth is if you’re doing things but the animal doesn’t care, it just assumes that it’s going to be tortured if it sees something too miraculous. How about if you’re a Christian and you see a Christian miracle? That makes you very excited and sad and all sorts of emotions come up from that. Right? But then you go into a hard shell where you’re like, no, it’s this, it’s absolutely this. 

I’ve seen a miracle based on this, so it must be this. So they can trick you, they can deceive you with miracles. So from what I’ve seen, God only allows so much of it and then for the most part in most people, miracles just don’t happen. 

You don’t see them. Gentle miracles like synchronicities, everyone seems to be able to tolerate that to a degree. A little one here and there that makes them think and goes, oh wait, maybe something else is real and maybe not. 

That is okay for the animal, it can handle that. So the first things that I saw were numbers on plates, license plates and clock times and bank receipts. I would see numbers like 222-333-444 and I saw enough of it to the point where I’m like, I think I’m a God.

I think I’m God. That’s what I thought. I think I’m the Lord, which eventually I broke away from and started thinking I’m the angel of the Lord. 

I’m not the Lord. So just those simple miracles, those gentle triple numbers made my mind do all sorts of things, which can make anyone think all sorts of things. It’s different depending on the person. 

Some people would look at these numbers and think those are the devil’s numbers. I keep seeing the devil’s numbers. That’s how some people think. 

What you need to be connected to is this concept that when you need a miracle, you’ll get it. Wanting them, it just won’t happen. You don’t want them, right? Unless it’s time, it’s perfect time and you’re in the perfect mind state and you’ve been through the perfect experience to allow it to happen. 

How about me? What do I think? I don’t want to see any more in this place. I don’t want to see any more because I know what it does to my mind. It freaks me out. 

Even though I’ve been through it so many times, I’m still like, I don’t want to see all this stuff. I don’t need to see black emerging as a vehicle in this place and talking to me. That would scare the living crap out of me.

At the same time, am I saying it’s not going to happen? I highly doubt that’s going to happen, that exact scenario. Any more miracles? Yeah, it could happen, but I don’t want to see any more. Once you’ve seen enough, you’re like, okay, I get it. 

I get it. I don’t need any more. That’s because your rational mind battles with the animal. 

It’s trying to tell it, just be relaxed. It’s okay. You’re seeing miracles. 

It’s not a big deal. But the animal within is going, it is a big deal. This is scary. 

I’m upset. It’s a fact of how this all happens. There are some people out there who see miracles and then they go, Oh my God, it’s so true.

This is exciting. This is amazing. And they’re so happy about it. 

And they try and show people and then those people get scared and want to kill them. And it’s just a nightmare. I’ve seen the look in some people’s eyes when they see something divine. 

They melt down, their psyche collapses within itself. Sometimes people get vengeful and hateful. There’s all sorts of emotions people can go through that you don’t expect, that you would expect they’d be excited for what you’re telling them. 

And they really are not right. So that, you know, the good thing is, is that miracles are in the hand of the Lord and the controllers and the Lord holds them back and does not just fire off miracles all over the place, which is how you want it to be in this place. For sure. 

That’s how you want it to be. What kind of miracles are possible? Well, the Bible is loaded with miracles that couldn’t happen, that could happen. And the Bible also has the Second Testament with the idea of a virgin birth and resurrection after death. 

And what you understand is that when it’s time, yeah, these things are all possible. Everything that happened to Muhammad, all possible, right? So, mechanicism is definitely a religion that teaches that the miracles can happen. You know, the controllers can do things like move planets and change the star system if they want to. 

They don’t have any real limits to what they can do in this place, except for reversing time, things like that. They don’t do that. But what they do do are things like bringing a holy or a dark object into this reality that’s not supposed to be here, or according to what you think, it’s not supposed to be here, right? Like a lightsaber out of Star Wars. 

They bring it into this reality and it does everything that it was seen doing in the movies and video games. And, but just that alone, just one lightsaber would break the whole machine around every everyone would go insane. Absolutely insane. 

Right? So what’s possible is what’s possible, but is it going to happen? No, it’s been thousands of years and miracles are very rare, right? They’re very rare. Some Tibetan Buddhists have witnessed levitation. Yeah, that’s totally expected. 

But the context there is that people are thinking, this is a very advanced person. This is a very advanced person in meditation and practice. And the idea that they can start levitating at times during meditation. 

It’s in context, so they don’t get scared and they see it and they go, Oh, wow, it’s that powerful. So it can work that way. So levitation, as I said, is possible. 

Bringing fire down from the sky yet possible. Turning off all nuclear weapons on the planet so they’re not so people can’t blow the whole place up. God can do that if it’s needed.

Right? If it’s needed. Yep. Bombs don’t work the same way. 

Bullets don’t work the same way. All doable. So the limit, there’s a lot more miracles that can be done that can’t be than opposed to that can’t be done. 

Right? There’s a lot of miracles that can be done. So it’s very important to understand, though, that just because it’s possible doesn’t mean it’s going to happen. Right? From what I see, God is very conservative with miracles unless it’s time and then you get frequent miracles, keep reminding you that you are on the path that you need that that you go or you’re going through something, and it will keep happening again and again and again and again. 

That’s because to get to a human being consciously, you need to repeat the miracles or repeat different miracles again and again, so that they know that the voice in their head saying it’s not that it’s none of these things. It’s evil or it’s this or it’s that. That’s the other controllers fighting against you seeing something that God wants you to see. 

So with them doing that in your brain, you need to see more miracles than not, so that you keep walking the path. Once you stop seeing miracles, you start to go into doubt, and you recede and recoil into all sorts of emotions. So that’s what happened with me. 

It was just every single day, miracle after miracle after miracle after miracle till I went, I can’t handle this anymore. I don’t want anymore. Right? That’s what happened to me. 

Miracles in the underworld, this is different. Once you are understanding that you’re a mortal, and you’re out of this flesh, and you are in a new body or are witnessing things. You’re not as afraid. 

You’re not the same way unless you’re in a really bad situation, and it makes you afraid. But miracles can be seen, all sorts of things can be seen, you’re a mortal, you know it, you get it. It’s not a big deal anymore. 

So in the underworld, it’s governed by dark magic. That’s the underworld, right? Dark magic, not always evil magic, just dark magic. And there’s also light magic, there’s all sorts of things, but a lot of the underworld is dark magic. 

So all sorts of things can happen, all sorts of things can be made real. With dark magic, you can make all sorts of war films, or witch films, or wizard, wizardry, Harry Potter, that all becomes real. And nobody, it doesn’t surprise you, it doesn’t shock you, it doesn’t scare the animal within you. 

It can be very exciting, it can be scary, but the trick is, is that it’s not triggering a very primitive machine to recoil into itself. So dark magic, it is through all these different games, and movies, and books, television shows. So when you see it, it really is something that you need and you want, most of the time. 

And it’s part of it, it just works. Which reminds you that, you know, all sorts of things that cannot happen in this place happen there. Scary in some ways, very interesting in other ways, mostly it’s unbelievable. 

It’s a miracle. The whole thing is a miracle. And that is the message of mechanicism. 

The whole thing is a miracle. So in the underworld, and all the realms connected to it, you see things that are profound. And you also get things that you want. 

So some people get, you know, for example, one of the machines of the Lord comes up to you, and says, Look at this, and opens his hand, and a gold coin forms in his hand. And he says, This is an enchanted gold coin. This will make you rich beyond belief. 

Now go experience that he hands it to you. And you go and sell it. And next thing you know, you’re rich, and all these good things are happening all these unbelievable things. 

So miracles are part of how it all works in the underworld, all sorts of magic, all sorts of things happening that you see, and you get so excited about, and you are so into it. Then we go over to evil magic, where all sorts of blood spells and horror spells and gruesome spells are possible. All sorts of terrible things that you don’t really want to think about, but it is the truth, right? Limited, but truth. 

But for many people, the witchcraft, the witches, the feeling of the witch spirit is real, both good and evil. So it’s real. And there’s women and men doing wizardry and witchcraft. 

And it’s everything they’ve always wanted, right? It’s everything they’ve always wanted. So that all is real. Love is even more powerful in the underworld than it is here. 

It’s way more powerful. You can fall in love with somebody and it feels like one of the greatest things ever. But also if you’re cheated on, it can feel very terrible. 

So these things happen in the underworld to people who did things and didn’t consider what they were doing. So you have to remember that one of the key things about miracles, no matter where you are, is that the one who governs whether they happen or not is God, is the Lord Black. She determines when it’s appropriate to do it. 

And sometimes you’ll be thinking this magic will do this, and she can get it to do that, as opposed to this. She can change it, she can make it into something that she needs it to be, or she can prevent it completely. So if she wants to shut it all off, she can. 

And there are certain situations which she will, where it’s no longer allowed at that time. And you can keep trying, but it won’t work. At the same time, it’s important to know that God is around and above. 

So a lot of what she does is very hidden and very hard to understand. She’s more present in the underworld. And she has bodies in the underworld that she runs. 

All sorts of bodies, animal bodies, human bodies, things that are much more advanced and conscious and aware. No, but much more advanced. And they can do things. 

So if you were to ask me, can I do miracles in the underworld? Can I do any miracles? I don’t have any power. I’m just a servant, right? I don’t have any power. I used to think that I would get power one day and get to use it whenever I wanted to. 

And now I really don’t know what will happen. But I know for a fact that I don’t, I’m not in control, right? It’s not my decision on when and where magic is going to happen. So in the underworld, God is still around. 

But she’ll also talk to you at times and get you to do this, get you to do that really depends on who you are, what your destiny is. Now back home in paradise, you can talk to her whenever you want. She’s in your mind. 

She also has bodies that walk around and talk and represent her completely. And there’s no more illusions or deceit or confusion or chaos. It’s all just perfect. 

And you can talk to her whenever you want to, which is very much how everyone wants it to be, right? She, at the same time, cannot have a private conversation with somebody. She’s always doing trillions of things simultaneously. So that’s important to remember. 

Now in the underworld, I look at, you think about what’s possible. The other thing that the consciousness can do is become a cartoon character, which is something you’ve seen in movies where they mix cartoon characters with real characters, or you have cartoons, you have anime, that all happens. That’s all possible to be an anime character and expressing yourself. 

And it all flows perfect and it all works. And you feel the feelings that you really want. A lot of people say that’s impossible. 

It’s not possible. I know. I know. 

I know you see that. But when I look at it, I’m like, no, no, you can be a cartoon character. You can be a golf ball. 

Like I said before, I said golf ball before. You can be a hammer, you can be a bulldozer. It’s really not that difficult to do when you see how everything, all the rules and frameworks that exist, how it all is laid out. 

It’s trivial. Right? You can go through feeling yourself as a truck, and driving and morphing into a machine like Optimus Prime, right? So these are all things that can be done. And often, you know, excite people and do things that they want it to do. 

I guess that’s another thing to talk about is how big the underworld is. It’s just massive. It’s just the amount of realms connected to it and storylines running through it. 

It’s huge. It’s this massive place that all these things are happening. And a lot of souls who aren’t going to be there physically, they want to watch spiritually, what’s going on, because it’s so exciting at some times. 

And at times, it’s terrifying, and they’re feeling it, they’re feeling the terror, and they’re going through it. And then there’s a miracle. And then they come out and they go, wow, that was really intense. 

You know, things like that. Go up to another realm, drink a beer, go back down, watch more, feel everything, taste everything, all sorts of things like that, that people know, are possible based on for example, psychedelic experiences. So the idea that you can taste the food as you watch it, but you’re not actually eating it, things like that. 

It’s all trivial. It’s just trivial. It doesn’t matter. 

There’s only a few things that don’t happen, like a universal rewind, where everyone’s going backwards in time. Those sorts of things, no, God doesn’t do that. There could be a realm where everything’s going backwards, but it won’t last that long. 

And it won’t be the whole machine. It’s not going to be the whole existence going backwards. The whole existence runs like a machine forward. 

It has to. It always is doing that, going forward, not backward.

Chapter 07 – The Destroyer To The Peace Maker

Back at the beginning of my 20s, I was suffering a lot from physical symptoms and mental illness, and I wasn’t clear on what was wrong. But I also was thinking a lot about the world and how much pain and suffering was in the world. And at some point, I got pushed into thinking that I needed to destroy the planet, which is pretty much, that’s very intense and exaggerated, but it is the truth. 

I looked at around the world and saw the suffering and I said, this has to stop. People have to stop suffering, so just destroy the whole place so nobody suffers anymore. I thought that way for a little while, a little while. 

And then I saw my name and the numbers, and I saw that I was connected to this angel in the Bible, Revelations 9-11, Abaddon, and I thought that was me. So I went along a journey talking to people and telling people things and teaching things that weren’t true. And that includes teaching Michael things that weren’t accurate yet. 

But I did say to Michael one day, I said, I think God’s going to speak to us. I think that’s what’s going to happen. Well, it didn’t happen for Michael, but it happened for me. 

And it was October of 2013. And I was sitting on my aunt’s front porch, and the Lord began to speak to me through my phone. I was typing on my phone, and the Lord would send in words, and I would type them out. 

But as you know, there’s the other controllers, and they would send in words. So it was a very confusing situation. But I kept gravitating towards this idea that it was my destiny to destroy everything. 

That historically, the expectations were that somebody would come forward who was the destroyer and destroy the world as we know it. Now, what happened was that at first God was just talking to me through words, and then I began tapping on my leg and speaking. And then the day came when I was at my sister’s house on Hatherley Road. 

They began to walk in my body. And I was trying to figure out how it worked. But it was unbelievable. 

They were walking in my body and speaking out of my mouth, the controllers and God. But I still was having that interference. But on November 27, everything changed. 

I got taken out the door. And I was told, Yeah, they were trying to murder you. And now I’m going to take you along the road. 

And what I thought was I was talking to my soul. And my soul was telling me, No, we’re not destroying the world. We are going to save it.

We’re going to do something miraculous and save it. So I went along a long journey around that, and then seeing hell and seeing all that stuff. And I moved away from this idea of destroying everything. 

Now, what Black taught me was that, of course, what I was taught back then was not true. But because I did not pursue the road of Armageddon, it changed everything for everyone. And that was the critical thing. 

And I sort of thought about it for a while. And I started to realize I’m like, Okay, so the controllers wanted me to die. But they couldn’t do it. 

Because Black was taking me along a road and protecting me. And it went pretty dark. You know, I went through some pretty horrifying stuff. 

But the whole time Black was there helping and eventually explained to me that, yeah, we have never been able to have a direct communication line to anyone because we’re always simulating chaos. So now you know that the other controllers wanted you to go through Armageddon, and they all had their own ways of wanting that and we’re going to try and get you to do one of their agendas. And you didn’t do any of them.

So that upset them, drove them crazy and made them want to do things. And I stopped them. So that’s, that’s what I was taught. 

That’s how I see. Now, I look at any sort of destruction, and I’m like, I want nothing to do with it. I want nothing to do with it. 

I don’t want to hurt anybody or destroy anything. I’m, you know, when I look at all the other religions, I see they’re not correct. But does that mean I want to destroy them? No, I have no interest in destroying. 

I call it shelving. I just put it in the history books and talk about it and teach it in schools that this is what we used to believe. This is what everything was. 

And now we have a new religion that we believe in. And it’s one that teaches peace and love and harmony and correct behavior, righteous behavior. It’s no longer a confusion. 

It’s no longer confusing. This realm we exist in sits on magic. And that’s how the numbers happen. 

That’s how all these synchronicities happened to all these different people around the world. So that’s what I’m interested in. I’m not trying to say that Jesus is not real. 

I simply say, well, I mean, in my suspicion, I believe that Michael is a reincarnated Christ. But I also believe I’m reincarnated, and my whole family’s reincarnated, and we’re all in this together. Right? So it’s pretty, you know, it’s pretty out there. 

But at the same time, it’s how I run. It’s how I think. It’s what I’m trying to do.

But I’m not trying to say that Jesus is not real. But Him being God, no, it’s not. God cannot stop being God. 

God cannot go down and be a mortal body. God can run a mortal body, cannot be a mortal body. Doesn’t want to, doesn’t need to, can’t do it. 

It’s against the laws of spiritual existence. So there’s lots of things that are possible, but not that. So all these religions, they were useful. 

They did a lot of good stuff. But now, we’re moving towards shelving it. That’s what my goal is.

Shelving it just means that anyone can study them, look over the Bible, read it carefully, learn from it, learn about all these different things. But it’s not the official line anymore. We don’t, you know, we still have Christmas, because Christmas is a time we’re remembering a character in our history, Jesus, Yeshua, who died to help us avoid the underworld.

But He’s not the only one who did that. There’s lots of prophets and lots of angels and lots of people who’ve worked towards protecting us from darkness. So I’m not saying we get rid of Christmas or any holidays. 

I’m not trying to do that. I’m not trying to destroy everything. I’m trying to just say certain things are historical now.

Right? That’s how I see. So I’m approaching this as an intellectual and somebody trying to teach everyone how I see. I’m approaching this in a way where I really want nothing to do with harming anything. 

I’m past that now. But I do think in a previous life, I was somebody who dealt in death and destruction and life and creation. But that’s not how I want to be. 

I never wanted that, right? To me, what I really want is just, like, I’m part hippie. I love the 1960s revolution and all these things. I’m all about open love and freedom and all these things. 

Right? So now, if you were to ask me what my political beliefs are, I’m like, well, I don’t know if I have the right political system. But after being in poverty for years, I’ve kind of moved towards socialism. But at the same time, do I want to take people’s liberty away from them? No, I’m not like that.

I’m just more like, you know, there’s a lot of rich people out there with a lot of money, and it could be going to better uses than just sitting in their bank account, giving them interest. That’s how I see. I mean, but some people would disagree with me. 

They’d say, no, it’s not that. It’s this, it’s this, it’s this. Yeah, politics are something I didn’t really involve in all this for a reason, because I don’t know what the perfect political system is.

I really don’t. I just suspect based on going through poverty that capitalism can be, if people were doing the right thing, it would work. But most people are not doing the right thing with their money. 

That’s what I see. So it’s like, yeah. But I don’t know what’s coming in the future. 

I’m not sure what AI is going to do. But we’ll find out. Right.

So I’m no longer the angel of destruction. I’m the angel of education, teaching people, teaching people that, you know, yes, love is extremely important. Friendship is extremely important. 

Honor is important. And I look back at my road, and I feel bad that I hurt a lot of people on my pilgrimage. I didn’t know. 

Now I do. And I’m like, yeah, I have to. I have to live with that, right? Thinking about the things that I did that were wrong.

But moving forward is like, yeah, just teach people, keep explaining things, keep telling them, telling you all that we have to get through the underworld. Once we’re through it, we’re going to go back home. That’s where everyone wants to be. 

That’s where everyone really wants to be. I’ve seen clips of things that just tell you, yep, that’s what I do. It’s so powerful that there are things in this world that you’d think I’d want. 

I don’t want much out of this world. Just to spread my message and then pass away, right? And to enjoy it as much as I can, because in my mind, I see this as a spiritual loop. So I’ve done this before, so I might as well enjoy myself as much as possible so that it’s worth it, right? But I believe that in the afterlife and the underworld, I’ll get a lot more of what I want and what I need. 

So it’s a very interesting story that a young man came from being somebody who was going to destroy the world, trigger Armageddon, and then he turned into somebody who just wants to explain to everyone what he believes is the truth. He doesn’t want any more destruction or anarchy or anything like that. And there’s a lot more details to my story. 

My story is really complicated and there’s so many things to say, so many things I went through. And now I’m just like, you know, I’m trying to wake up Toronto because from my understanding, that’s one of the cities where all the angels meet and deal with one another. And I’m trying to wake them all up going, okay, we’re all going down to the pit. 

That’s not a bad thing. Some of you are going in a bad way, we have to try and help that. But for the most part, you’re all angels, all of you. 

And that means angels are multicultural, we multiracial, we are everyone from all different nations and all different tribes and all different places. We have all of that in our system. Now I know for a fact that things are going to keep happening. 

People are going to keep doing stupid stuff and people are going to keep dying and getting hurt. And I feel really bad about it, but I’m limited right now in what I can do. I cannot just express myself to the world and have everyone listen. 

No one really wants to listen to me. So I’m always fighting against people’s inability to digest the education that I’m providing. Which I understand. 

I understand why people don’t want to deal with it. They don’t want to be thinking some of these things. They don’t want to be thinking that hell is real. 

But once again, one of my teachings is that what you were taught about hell is not fully true. Yes, you were taught to protect yourself and don’t go there in bad circumstances, in bad context. But everything else you’ve ever heard is just not true. 

It’s not that. It’s an epic adventure that needs to happen. Epic beyond all description. 

It’s unreal. So some of the chief officers of their houses are different cultures and races. Number one, it’s the different members of the House of the Sun are mixed. 

Yes, they have all the different houses in them, but the House of the Sun is interesting because there’s a lot of different figures, people in power, people with money who are House of the Sun. Then there are people who are House of the Earth, House of Mars, House of Uranus, House of Saturn. So we have my buddy Hugh from a kid, House of Pluto, head chief officer. 

He’s Vietnamese. So we’ve got Asian, we’ve got African American, we’ve got African Canadian, we’ve got all these different people. Many of them don’t want this. 

They don’t like the idea that I’m doing this. But it’s important to tell them, this is who I think you are. This is, I think, your identity. 

People would say, you’re crazy, you’re crazy. And it’s like, I understand that you really want to believe that, but you’re going to have to wake up one day and see that I went through something that a lot of people don’t go through. And I saw things that a lot of people don’t see in this place. 

And based on that, I’m telling you, you’re somebody important, right? Now, I have, I guess, vested interest in this being true. But for the most part, this comes down to just trying to wake everyone up and get them to teach as good as they can to people. That’s what I want to see Toronto doing, being a beacon of light and hope and spiritual awareness and great things, right? Am I blind by the fact that most people, most religious people are going to reject everything I’m saying? No, I’m not blind by that. 

I know it’s what it is. It’s unfortunate, but I still have to fight to say my piece and to deliver this message. Now, the list that I created, gematria.com slash master dash list, it explains who a lot of them are a lot of the angels, it says a lot of their names.

And I did one unfortunate thing. With knowledge, Matthew, I told him something that really, I think probably hurt him. And I feel really bad about that. 

So in my travels in my work, I’ve done a lot of things that I’m really not proud of. But I didn’t know I had to go through and I had to see it and understand what was happening. So we want to wake everyone up. 

That’s the critical thing. We want to wake everyone up. And you can see at the same time as waking everyone up, it’s also pointing at Hollywood and going, yeah, those are angels too. 

Would I say they’re my angels? No, they do their own thing. They’re into their own things. I don’t control people. 

I don’t know these people in this life. So, you know, I don’t, I don’t feel like going to these different American cities and teaching people. I don’t want that. 

That’s for other people to do. Plus, I have a criminal record. So I can’t get into the States. 

But yeah, Hollywood are all special spiritual machines that do things in the whole system that are very important. And it’s important to remember that they do not want to see themselves as their characters in these realms. They want to see that in this place, they are who they are right now. 

They’re not anyone that they’ve depicted on film. They will be those characters in the underworld at times. But they don’t want you calling them by their character names. 

They don’t want that. Nobody wants that. It’s like, yeah, I don’t have any power in this place.

This is not my realm. It’s not anything like that. So that’s important to go through.

Chapter 08 – You Are Immortal

So you’ve taken the black pill to a degree. You see somebody is trying to teach you that you are immortal, that you are forever, that you exist beyond this place, within this place, and you see this as a possibility. Maybe some of you will deny it, most of you will deny it, but you see somebody trying to wake you up to the fact that this place is set up to wash your mind so that it doesn’t see things like this.

So for people into the scientific literature, what you have to understand is that there’s a lot of science that’s good science, but a lot of science that relies on random selection randomized control studies. This is a problem because there’s no such thing as random, there’s no such thing as chaos. So you are not actually diving into the database of truth.

What you’re doing is asking God to set up a study for you, because everyone who comes through that door is who was supposed to come through that door. Which means that if the studies are to be thrown off by God, then that’s what God needs, and that’s what it is. So some of your science is being controlled by the Lord God Almighty, right? How is He doing that? Well, She’s within all of us, so She walks and does things at times and gets people to think things so that everyone who shows up for the study is who She selected. 

So maybe it will tell you the truth, or maybe it will tell you something She needs it to tell you, or something She wants it to tell you. So that’s a very big problem for people into science, the idea that there is no random. You can try and use it, but it’s no different than using the I Ching oracle or divination cards, all random selection, all under complete control. 

Which is what many people have witnessed, just not concluded, when using divination, right? That they mean something, that there’s something about these cards, there’s something about these results that are telling me something. And what I see is that, well, the most important thing they’re telling you is that we exist in perfection. We exist with perfect timing and perfect thinking and perfect everything. 

It’s a machine that just works. There’s no failure, there’s no critical system error, it all just works. So that’s what divination teaches you, that’s what synchronicities teach you, that we exist in a perfect system. 

Does that mean they don’t have other meaning? No, no, they have other meaning, it’s just what they show you, the most important thing they show you is machine, right? So for people into science, I understand that telling you that there’s no such thing as chaos is really difficult to digest. A lot of people rely on that. A lot of people rely on the idea that this place has chance and has possibilities, but it’s all under control.

Order is supreme here. You just can’t see it. You can’t see it, thus you think it’s not real, and you doubt. 

Remember what I told you about miracles taking time and having to continuously bathe the individual in miracles? That’s why I’m speaking the way I speak, as if I know it’s the truth, because I’ve seen it more than enough times, thousands of times. I’ve seen synchronicities and miracles, I’ve seen all sorts of things, and that allows me to be free of the system’s spell, because the key here is that you’re under a thinking spell, to believe whatever it is you believe. Maybe this guy says it the way you like it, and another person, it’s this person who says it the way they like it, so they believe in this idea of the universe and spirituality. 

The other individual believes in this universe and spirituality. The other person believes in this, so it’s all over the place, right? Which is why Mechanicism has come forward to put a stop to a lot of the different teachings, and to highlight which ones are important, and which ones are for the history books. Ways of thinking that are outdated, ways of thinking that are not useful anymore.

In many religions, you have things that are outdated, and you can tell they’re outdated, because everyone’s slipping away from them. Not everyone is slipping away from every religion. Most people are slipping away from this thinking and that thinking, and siding with science.

Chaos, right? It’s not the truth. It’s just not the truth. There is no chaos.

It’s just a dream. It’s never been true. God has been in complete control of this machine for the whole time, and all souls within it, and all animals, and all insects, complete control.

Does that mean that physics doesn’t work? No, no, no, no. See, there’s things that work, and the reproducible evidence is that they keep working, and working, and working, and working. So that’s how chemistry is. 

I’m not saying chemistry is wrong, but the idea of giving chemicals to people medicinally, and doing random trials, that’s where you have weaknesses. That’s where it’s possible God did not want you to see what was really happening with that chemical. Right? So a lot of people can’t handle that. 

A lot of people can’t see that. They don’t want it. They don’t want to deal with that. 

I’m sorry. I have to tell you. I have to teach you what is the truth in that situation.

Everything is in complete order, including the floaters in your eyeballs that bounce around, and you’d say there’s no way those are going in the correct order. No, they are. Nothing escapes it. 

Nothing escapes the perfection of the machine. It’ll take time for many of you to realize what I’m saying is the truth. It’ll take a long time, and some people say that’s your truth. 

My opinion is it’s this. You’re entitled to your opinion, but your opinion is outdated. Right? Times are going to change. 

People will change, and sooner or later, something about what I’m telling you will become real for everyone. Everything I teach, well, I might not be right about absolutely everything, but there’s some things that I’m dead on about, like there being no chaos, that it doesn’t exist. So science has taught us physics and thermodynamics and all these things. 

These are all very true, very real, and space travel is real. I mean, in conspiracy theories, some people doubt there’s even… some people think there’s oxygen on the moon. I’m not saying anything like that. 

That’s not what I’m saying. It really strictly comes down to these randomized, selected, randomized predictions. They don’t do what you think, right? They can show you all sorts of things, which is why PubMed can be so confusing.

But our understanding of chemistry is complete, for the most part. Not all drugs that can be made, but our understanding of how to produce chemicals and how to mix them and make this and make that, that’s very much true. You know, there is the ways there are to make drugs, for example, but that’s all set. 

That can be bent. Don’t get me wrong. It can be bent, but it’s not often done.

God does not often bend the rules of physics, but when it comes to chaos and random, that’s her territory. That’s what she has order over. That’s where the magic of this realm comes from. 

When you hear about the occult sciences and you read about the magic that is done, where they place a symbol somewhere and that determines sometimes what will guide people into this place or that place or this place or that place or that thinking or this teaching, the symbols do stuff. They mean things, right? They use them for a reason, but at the same time, they can’t get around God. Nobody can. 

Nobody can get around God. It’s just the most absurd thing to ever suggest. She’s around you. 

You’re not around her. That’s always how it is. They have complete control over observation. 

It’s almost as if your soul is positioned in the body where you think at your brain and your consciousness is focused from the head. It’s almost as if they have goggles over that while you’re in a real realm. When you die, your ability to see is still intact, which is what’s very shocking to a lot of people. 

The idea that you do not need eyes to see, you do not need ears to hear, you do not need a tongue to taste, etc. etc. That being the truth, you realize that they can make some things real for you without anybody else seeing it.

Do they do this very often? No. They let you see what’s going on in reality, in this reality. It’s just when you ask me how much control they have, well, they have complete control over observation. 

God has complete control over observation. So God can get you to see things that are not there that nobody else sees, or God can get everyone to see something that shouldn’t be there but is there. All sorts of things like that. 

You have to remember one of the things that I went through in sleeping seizures was I was sleeping and I couldn’t move, and a witch came around me and she placed her arm in front of me. I reached out and I grabbed it, and it was this solid mass. It was an invincible piece of mass that I could tell did not belong in this universe. 

So things like that I’ve seen. So how I perceive things is like, well, they can get you to see almost anything. They can do almost anything.

And that just means that science has to be updated to show that not everything that we’ve studied and done research on is correct. Some things are not correct. Some things are being controlled in a way that is very hard to understand.

And I know that hurts for some people because they want to believe that they have the truth. You want to believe that you have the truth. But part of taking the black pill is seeing that it’s out of your control. 

You can do your best. You can do the best you can to do the best work you can to prove this or that, but a lot of it is out of your control. That won’t be faith forever. 

That will be knowledge that everything is under control by the Lord God Almighty. Now, a big question for people I didn’t answer yet. The Torah, the first testament.

Who are the Jews? And the answer to that question is, from my understanding, they are a people that made a deal with God. And they are still God’s people. It’s just a lot of their teachings are green. 

Right? Controller green. They couldn’t get around that back then. There was no way of getting around that. 

It just wasn’t time. The idea of machines above them controlling in a mechanical way, that is just not something they saw. They knew that there was interference and they knew things about angels and archangels. 

They understood some things, but a lot of it they didn’t get. So that doesn’t mean they don’t have a deal with God. It just means that controller green had a lot to do with the Torah. 

Right? Now, Christianity relying on the second testament. Who was that to do that? That was a mixture of red and green and white. Mostly red and white.

The idea of the white puffy clouds in heaven and the golden pearly gates. It’s a mixture of them, but it’s white mostly. And the Holy Ghost, the feeling of the Holy Spirit pouring into you, that’s white. 

Right? What black will do is show you the feeling in Egypt when they were told to put blood over the doors so that the children wouldn’t die. That feeling is black and that’s who was doing all that mixture of black and green. But black was doing all that. 

So you feel the black energy around and you know, you’re like, yeah, that’s the Lord. That really is. That’s what it feels like. 

That’s what your consciousness tells you. But a lot of people have been deceived by yellow, by blue, by purple. It’s a game of not knowing who exactly is I Am. 

Right? Because that’s God’s name, I Am. And many prophets have tried to know who I Am is, but they’re relying on the same channels that I use. And the only way I figured this out over time was through computers and understanding of machines and electricity to a limited extent. 

But it was enough to get me to see how it all plays out, how it all works. Now, you may be wondering, how do I communicate with them? Well, you can invoke black, you can invoke white, you can invoke blue. But they might not say anything to you.

They might not have any feelings for you. Because black is basically saying, I don’t want them to see that. I want them to think this or that, but not that. 

No. Why? Probably because if everyone could see it, it just wouldn’t be the same game. It’s just not how they are. 

Their machine is supposed to run stealth. And most people can’t see anything but this place that we’re in. They can’t see beyond. 

They can’t understand or think with them and hear their voices and see that. Now, the way that doctors would look at this is, I’m suffering schizoaffective disease. Which is true. 

It’s not incorrect. It’s just, I’m lined up with the controllers of the universe. And I express the different things that teach you what it is. 

So anybody with mental health problems, those mental health problems can be used to teach, to learn about what exists and what doesn’t exist, etc. So you have to remember that what you didn’t know is that they let me out of the hospital with my belief system intact. And my belief system got destroyed. 

And then I was taught by black for about five years. And they knew that I believed I was an angel. They thought they knew that. 

So it’s a long story of just story after story after story, believing this, believing that, dealing with yellow, dealing with white, dealing with blue. So I know what a lot of the prophets were going through. They were trying to invoke the Lord as much as they possibly could. 

But they did not understand all the different players in the game. They didn’t get that. So the other thing that you have to bear in mind is what was needed for me to come to these realizations was for everything to be painted correctly. 

The colors all had to be in the right order. Black had to be here. Red had to be there. 

Blue, green, yellow had to be there. Gray had to be there. All in the different objects that I would purchase and place around my room and everything needed to be like that for me to come to these realizations.

That’s how complicated it is.

Chapter 09 – Our Home

I’m no fool; people will think I’m the anti-Christ or just mentally ill. They will dismiss me, dishonor me, disrespect me, and I will tolerate it. Here we go: Mechanicism is the belief we exist in a machine, and our souls are riding flesh robots until death, where we are judged and then enter our designated areas.

All existence is a machine; our God is a machine, and we exist within her. This current Universe we are in is not our home. We come from a place where everyone is enlightened with the truth of all things except for our future. What comes in front of us can usually only be predicted by God, our mother. She most certainly knows the full future, but she likes to go against our predictions in a good way.

What you’re going to see is how different our home is from this Universe we find ourselves in.

First of all, the laws of physics are out the window; we realize that God is magic, and things that shouldn’t be possible are things we live with every day, every night, and when we dream.

Have you ever reached out your hand and tried to move an object with magic, but it just isn’t there? Back home, it’s real; if God allows it, you can move objects with magic, you can hear people’s thoughts if they want it, and you can feel what the weather is like outside without leaving your home. There are so many things you can do.

As you would expect, nobody looks over the age of thirty-five, and children are really immortal souls that want to be taken care of for a time period of innocence. Nobody violates a child, it never happens.

How is this possible? Well, when you think about it, you are a soul riding a flesh machine; the flesh wants what it wants, and it evolves to support the idea of the soul. That means many people are always battling their animal within; they are always battling their own machine, but when Science looks at it, it just looks like people are fighting their own brains.

I know it’s controversial to say, but murder, rape, theft, all these things are all side effects of a brain that knows evil. It’s all in the mind, they say, well this is kind of true: your brain supports everything you do, and back home, you are not given a body that does wrong.

Murder is something nobody feels like doing; there is no impulse, no desire, no interest in taking another life, and even if there was, they are in bodies that can’t be hurt and can’t feel pain. That’s a great miracle of our home; everyone does not suffer.

This transfers over to sex life; when two people have sex, nobody is jealous of them unless they enjoy being jealous so they can get the sex they want later. Nobody kills you because you slept with their partner; nobody wants it; in fact, some people are proud of their partner for making love the way they want to make love.

This is what everyone would expect: love is paramount in our paradise. It’s everywhere: people loving one another, sometimes the love can include sexuality, sometimes it’s just brothers and brothers or sisters and sisters.

LGBTQ+ is not a problem; nobody cares if you are involved in queer sex, and nobody gets any feeling about it; it’s just something you enjoy doing if that’s who you are at that given time. Some people do it, some people don’t, some people have times when they want it, and sometimes they don’t, and nobody is full of resentment for a partner who doesn’t feel like having sex.

There is no limit to the number of lovers you can have; you can be involved in orgies and three ways with all sorts of sex toys being involved, and it’s not seen as anything wrong.

Children have no interest in sex, and as I said, nobody pushes it on them. They wait for the age of puberty, the age of fourteen.

What’s interesting is that we have no desire to hurt one another, but we still play all the same video games from this Universe and beyond. All sorts of entertainment, including horror entertainment, and there are no consequences to this, no side effects.

Animals can be hunted because it causes them no pain to be shot or hit with an arrow. If you want to eat meat, you can; if you would rather eat nothing but fruit, there is nothing wrong with that. The body given to you will run just fine.

Your soul can leave your body and transfer across a Universe to another body that looks and feels exactly the same, and then you can occupy that body and go on an adventure.

Males can become females, and females can become males; there is no problem with that. Not to mention, you can be a female who loves male-orientated things or a male who loves female-orientated things, and there is no problem.

Sometimes, males want to be cornered by females and forced to change their sex and then forced to have sex with people as females. There can be an entire ritual about changing sex. Females can want to be covered by males to become males and then forced to join in sex with females. Now you can also apply all of that to queer sex.

Giving birth is painless and highly sexualized, not as if you’re having sex with a child, but as you are giving birth to somebody’s child, they put inside you.

You could have lived a life where there were people you just wanted to get away from, and you wanted nothing to do with them; in paradise, the timers are set so you never see them, and when you think about them, you’re pleased you’re no longer connected.

There is no domestic abuse, only BDSM(Bondage Domination Sado-Masochism). Sometimes, depending on the time or season, there can be mass sexuality, where everyone is doing things to get more sex and more sex. It keeps going and going and going.

All partners are highly sexually attractive but also beautiful and interesting. Some are dark and mysterious, others are cheerful or hilarious.

Paradise is exactly the same as Earth, only much bigger, and there are zones you can go to, to leave your body behind and travel through being bathed in love, life, beauty, sex, wonder and other great things. You can have all the archangels in your mind, talking to you as you’re going through all of this imagery and video clips.

Music can be played from vinyl records, cassette tapes, CDs, MP3 players, or phones over streaming, or music can be played live. The soul can feel the music beaming through it, and it never gets old; it never gets tiring. You can have a song on repeat, and it will keep feeling amazing, sometimes different every time in regards to visuals and imagination.

There are all sorts of vehicles; some people are old fashioned, they like horses and carts, well the horses are pleased to carry people around or carry carts. There are the best cars imaginable, sports cars of extreme value.

Everything is correctly balanced; the books are always solid, the budgets are always kept, there is no deficit or inflation, and it’s all a perfect economy. There are never too many jobs and too few people or too many people and too few jobs. You never work a job you don’t like, and you always show up on time. You can leave your job whenever you want and find something new.

There are airports and bus terminals and street cars and trams and sky trains and subways. New York City is real in our home, and so are all the other cities that people call home. Some people know what it’s like to have a true home; well, you are right back in it in paradise.

People who suffered the most on Earth and had the hardest lives are the elevated citizens of our home. People see them and bow and give respect; they get front-line tickets for every event, and they get everything given to them for suffering so much.

There are star ports and great ships that take you between planets, all the same planets only they all have cities on them, some cities floating in a gas giant. You can trave to other galaxies and see what people have done there.

Magic is real, you can both design spells, and use spells other people have designed. You can perform love spells, thinking spells, and journey spells where you set somebody on a journey and control the whole thing, sometimes without people knowing you did it.

You can work on dark spells and picture terrible things that neither you or anybody else would actually want to do to someone. You can do evil rituals and it doesn’t actually do evil things, it just feels wanted. You can wear all sorts of different costumes and clothing that you wear during rituals.

You can also do holy spells, holy clothing, and holy rituals. You can live a life of absolute perfection and holiness and get everything you want in that way, or you can be dark and vampire-like and get what you want.

Celebrities on Earth are elevated citizens back home; why? People want that; they always get to maintain their status as somebody important, but they always know they were placed there because people wanted them placed there.

There are all races of machines, and cultures, and unique cultures not of this Universe. There is no racism, no hatred between peoples, just respect and honor and love and dignity.

No civil war or warfare, but there is paintball and airsoft and simunitions and lasers that don’t kill but stop you. There is all sorts of entertainment like that.

There are lawyers and judges and police and military and politicians and leaders, but they mostly exist for sexual reasons. People want to have a partner in the military, it turns them on.

There is no drug prohibition in some places in paradise, and in other places, you are arrested for drugs and put in prison where you have sex with people and play video games and make music and construct things. Some prisons have both males and females, and it’s the most hyper-sexualized environment imaginable. Then there is the same sex, which can be similar, or people have sex with the guards.

There is all sorts of cannabis, all sorts of mushrooms, all sorts of different cocaine. You go into forests, and you find strange herbs growing that do different things to your body and consciousness, but nothing bad.

Being mentally ill is not a bad thing; it’s seen as a shamanic prophetic journey the soul can go through, and the individual is highly valued and, happy and content. You have all sorts of different mental illnesses that can be cured if desired, or the individual can go traveling where it’s almost as if they are permanently high.

Money is not a problem for anybody, and some people prefer to live with no money and just trade for what they want. Some people want to be ultra-rich and own massive structures and spaceships and things like that, no problem.

There are forests loaded with all the fruits you need to feel satisfied, and animals are respected there and never hunted, and there are cabins to sleep in and dream of more forests and wonder and mystery.

Movies and shows are extremely satisfying; you can watch them for days and sleep and then keep watching them in your dreams, and they feel amazing.

There are gyms and boxing clubs and martial arts dojos and of course the Olympic games. Actual fights don’t hurt; there are UFC fights, and they are painless. You only fight when it’s a good time to fight.

All sorts of restaurants and comfort food you know from this Universe, and then food you have never had in this place. There are bars and pubs, and you can drink and drink and never get so drunk you puke or blackout; alcohol is a lot of fun, and the sex on it can be phenomenal.

There are music studios and recording stations and people singing and radio stations and television stations. There are phones from every time period, or simply talking to people in your mind like an Iron Man display.

You have casinos where people bet all sorts of loads of gold and silver and platinum and cash, every game imaginable.

There are stock markets that never crash; people make lots of money on the markets, and everyone is incredibly pleased.

Bowling allies, fishing clubs, baseball fields, football fields, child’s parks, and arcades.

Magic is with women, they can do anything a man can do if they want it, and they can remain small and compact and sexy, but be as strong as a body builder, and at the same time, they can be taken by a partner as if they have no strength to resist them at all.

There are trades such as construction, demolition, and ,electrician, among others.

The male multiple orgasm is activated; men are not sexually capped, and they can keep going for hours and hours and days and days. The bowels do not produce facies, they make sexual fluids, and anal sex feels amazing if wanted.

There are jungles and great mountains and under the sea adventures. There are great plains and great rivers to travel on.

Tobacco is highly valued, and there are numerous flavors available. The smoke tastes good, and you feel like you actually got the perfect drag. You can smoke as much as you want, wherever you want, it doesn’t hurt anybody.

Coffee and tea are other valuable commodities; there are all sorts of flavors, and some are extremely expensive, but they are remarkable in both their feel and taste.

There are massive community gardens and private gardens, and you can grow all sorts of things. In some places, there are no restrictions on plants.

Nobody is bald unless they want to be; everyone has the hair they want. Everyone has the bodies they want that feel like they are who they are supposed to be; there are no deformities. Their bodies are almost invincible unless they transfer to a new body in another place. You can be whatever profile you want to be, but most people choose to look like their attractive selves.

There are no too-small or too-big penis sizes; every male gets the perfect genitals to impress females. There are no too-big or too-small breast sizes or ass sizes; everyone gets just what they want.

Also, there are video game tournaments that both males and females love with all of their hearts. And there are more advanced games that took many years to program and get to work and balance.

The soul can be in a human body, but it also can be in a cat body, or dog, or horse, or any animal that is wanted. It can be an extremely beautiful, relieving adventure to be an animal traveling the sea. Nothing will hunt you, and your animal body can’t be destroyed.

You can also be a golf ball, a bowling ball, or a tree that feels amazing and fresh and full of life. The soul can do unbelievable things.

Partners can dream together, make love in their dreams, and go on adventures together that are loaded with light magic, love, and wonder.

You can give someone an orgasm remotely by having thinking sex with them, where you beam a pornographic movie of the two of you into their minds.

FAQ:

“What happens if you walk into a fire?”

Nothing, it feels warm and comforting; you don’t burn.

“What if I want to do something evil to someone?”

You are not programmed to want that; none of the bodies are.

“Can I have pets?”

Of course, they can also be highly intelligent pets that can talk to you and give you advice.

“What if I want to shoot and own guns?”

There are countries where guns are legal, and you can fire them at ranges or in your backyard. They aren’t painfully noisy, and you can’t kill anyone with any tool, including a bullet.

“What if I want to shoot up a store?”

You’re not programmed to want that; it never happens.

“Why would someone want to be someones child and how does that work?”

An adult soul leaves their adult body and enters the womb and occupies the fetus, and they do it because they want to feel innocence and love without sex.

“What about warfare?”

There is training for war, bases where you blow things up, but there is no actual war. A lot of it is highly sexualized, where people go on military missions to have sex with people.

“What about hell?”

Well, we come to the most critical point here: I could not bear to write the darkness that I saw. When I wrote about hell, the LORD got extremely mad with me, and I felt a terrible sense of guilt and, betrayal and loss. That’s because hell hurts people, even to talk about it, so you should consider this: if our home is so good, how bad is hell?

It’s a place run by dark magic, so you need to calculate that. The trick is to be a good person; you need to be a good person, and you will go where you need to go, and one day, you return home. Hell is not eternal; it’s just awful.

“Why do we come here?”

The quality of paradise slowly degrades over time until everyone can’t do it anymore; they need to go somewhere they don’t get what they want, and they go through terrible stories to become something worthy of paradise. It’s just how we are.

“Where did everything begin?”

Didn’t, no beginning, no end, only eternal consciousness.

Chapter 10 – Hatherley Road and The Spectrum Of Evil

Hatherley Road is where I got to see a lot of what I’ve seen, and it was traumatizing, it was hard to deal with, but ultimately I got to see so many things that changed the course of my life. When I went into the basement, I was under the impression that the Lord in his house had tried to do something that was not allowed. This was the story then, it’s different now, but the story then was he tried to do something that wasn’t allowed, the Lord and God and the Lord were not the same entity, which now I know they are, but back then it was like they weren’t. 

And a human, a character called Human told me that yeah, they tried to do something that was not allowed, and it got them injured very severely, the controllers of all existence. So I went on an adventure trying to get a new controller system set up, and at some point Human told me you have the power of the Lord, you can write things on paper, and those are executive orders that will be carried out. So I thought I was really in control of everything. 

It’s, he said, in heaven or above and in hell your orders will make things happen instantaneously, but here on the earth it takes a long time for your orders to unravel and do what they’re supposed to do. So I sat there with a pen trying to fix everything wrong with the earth, wrote things like get a cure for cancer, wrote all sorts of weird things trying to destroy the controllers who were trying to hurt me while simultaneously trying to ruin all their plans on the earth, and at some point I had to work with White, a duplicate of White, and that’s what I thought was a duplicate, it wasn’t a duplicate, it was White I was working with. And he showed me his devil form, and that’s what I was working with. 

There were all sorts of documents that we wrote, and we made deals, so I dealt with the devil, but I made sure that I was watching my back the whole time, and I knew that above me I was being protected, so I was able to get away with actually dealing with the devil. That’s what I thought. And there was one point he was telling me stories about what happened, like what happens in some places and how real it is, and I remember I’m sitting there with a document, and I feel outside the presence of a werewolf. 

This is not anything you feel on the earth, this is something beyond the grave. It was a very scary thing. You see it on movies, it’s nothing like that. 

You feel something’s out there that’s going to eat you, rip you apart and eat you, it’s pretty intense. So that was that, and I’m not going to go into all the stories of hell stuff, because I’m not trying to terrify people, but know that I’ve been through quite a bit. I’ve been through a lot. 

So with White, he said to me that he wanted to destroy the planet, and I said I don’t want that, and we cut a deal where we would save 70% of the planet and he would destroy 30%. I didn’t want that, I just said this is the best we can do. So that was what it was looking like, and then Black just destroyed White. 

It was just a whole long night, 30 hours. I was up, and the whole storyline unfolded that the devil had broken all of his agreements with me and he’d backstabbed me, of course, and then I thought it was human in me, but later I realized it was the Lord. He was in me, and he was talking to him, saying you can’t do that, this is over, and he ended him. 

Not like stopped him, he just all everything he was doing was destroyed, which is what he thought was going to happen. He thought there’s no way after everything that’s happened in the last couple weeks, that in the last couple months, that God is gonna let him do anything. So he tried, but it didn’t work, and then they ended up opening the gates of hell in my apartment, and I had to see all this stuff that I never wanted to see. 

I never wanted to lay in bed feeling sick while having to see these things. That was the other thing, I was feeling very ill at times, and it was a really hard thing to go through, feeling ill and seeing this stuff, and it just kept going, and going, and going, and going. Eventually the Divine Feminine intersected with my experience, and I started to get relief that way by thinking of goddesses, and thinking of love, and thinking of harmony, and all these things. 

So that kicked in, and it really, it really helped, but still I was being affected by the demonic energy that was in me, that was around me. And then just as I was working on finishing my job, doing this spiritual stuff, my dad shows up and says, yeah your sister wants you to leave. It was a complicated situation, but she was like, she wants you to leave, so I had to move out. 

But instead of moving all my stuff out, I just took off and went to Nova Scotia from Toronto. So Toronto to Nova Scotia on buses, 20 hours plus, up all night. It was just terrible, and I was going through seeing hell visions everywhere. 

I couldn’t, I couldn’t feel right, and I got to Nova Scotia, and I was just, I was broken, just completely broken. And the Divine Feminine was there trying to remind me that it’s gonna be okay, right? You’re gonna be okay. But still, it felt like my mind was eating itself, and I knew I needed medication. 

I didn’t know which medication I needed, but I knew that I needed something. So Hatherley Road is where I learned a lot, but it took a long time to see what I had really learned. And there’s some things I saw that were exaggerations of what is actually there in the underworld. 

Some things were exaggerations, where it’s like, yeah, no, they don’t get away with doing certain things, but some of it wasn’t. And I look back now, and I just want this to go some direction where things get better everywhere, not worse. I don’t know if that’s possible, but it’s what I hope for. 

I want things to get better. I want people to feel like things are gonna be okay. At the same time, though, I say, yeah, everything’s gonna be fine, and then a tsunami happens, and a hundred thousand people die. 

That’s the reality of this place we live in. This is just how it is. Everyone owes a death. 

Everyone has to be accounted for in their death. However you die, whether that be drowning, or whether that be burning, or whether that be a car crash, plane crash, whatever it is, everyone has to die. Old age is what most people prefer. 

But, you know, there’s downsides to that, too. Ending up in an old folks home, and being abused by staff, and having to deal with condescending people, all that sort of stuff, right? You know, this place just, it gets you. It gets you sometimes. 

It really does. It makes you think all sorts of terrible things, and we try and keep as positive as possible, which is fine. I think the most positive thing to think is that this place is not where we belong. 

This is just where we recharge, and the underworld is not where we belong. It’s just what we’re meant to do, what we’re meant to go through. We belong back in paradise, where this whole problem of systems that work versus systems that don’t, all sorts of systems work, because everyone’s doing the correct thing, and nobody’s programmed to do anything evil. 

It’s all just the correct thing, right? Everyone’s doing what’s perfect, and you may think that sounds like, that doesn’t sound too good. No, no, no. It’s everything wanted. 

Like I said before, everything is wanted, and I wrote already about paradise, and, you know, people just don’t act the same way there at all. So, none of these things are problems. Things like feminism, their vision of a matriarchy actually works, right? There’s no problems with it, and if they want patriarchy in the system, that works too. 

If you want some other system that you want to work, it’ll work. It’s a place where all sorts of things work, all sorts of things are functional. There’s no counterproductive stuff unless that’s wanted. 

You know, everything is moving in much more perfection than you could even imagine than this place. This place just feels like it’s a mess, and I remember, you know, I was told that I was gonna see a lot of really sick stuff happening in the world, and that’s what I’ve been seeing. What’s happened in Israel, what’s happened with Israel, and what’s happened in Ukraine. 

You know, we weren’t supposed to do war like that anymore, but sure enough, it’s back, you know, shelling and trenches and drones and all this nightmare. It’s just crazy. You know, I don’t want any of it, but at the same time, it is the reality of this place, so, and that tells you something where I’ve tried to tell people, look, this is not the end of this stuff. 

The underworld, like, somebody, I think it was Plato said in Blackhawk Down, I saw the quote, Plato, or somebody like that, said only the dead have seen the end of war. That’s not true. That’s just incorrect statement. 

The dead go down to the underworld, some of them, and there’s conflict and battles and tank warfare and highly advanced electronics and magic warfare, all sorts of things like that. It’s epic scale destruction in certain places in certain times. So, yeah, that person had no idea where we are, and it’s not to bum you out. 

It’s not like I take pleasure in doing this. I don’t. I wish I had really good news for everyone. 

At one time, I did, but then I learned this is not where you are. You can have hope, and you could do the right things and end up getting through all of it fine, but we still have to go through this big huge machine. We’re in a machine, but the underworld is even bigger and more complicated, so lots of things need to happen. 

So, a lot of things that you would think can’t be real are real beyond the grave, like I’ve said before, just repeating myself. I try and tell people these video games, the movies, the books, they’re all dimensions and realms, and they’re all realms, sorry, and one day we have to go through it. So, let’s finally talk about the spectrum of evil. 

This is an important thing to understand, and this will be very upsetting for some people, but you have to bear in mind that I’m doing my best to re-educate you and warn you, like people before me have warned you about certain things. So, at the very bottom of the spectrum of evil, where you’re not really punished for this, you have a guy who’s driving his car every day, and every day he sees a homeless person, and he says, I’m not giving him my money. I’m not doing that, because I don’t like him, and I don’t want him to have my money, and something inside him tells him he should give him some money, but he ignores that feeling. 

So, that is on the spectrum of evil. Is it punished by terrible things? No, no, that doesn’t do that. However, what it does is it contributes to the overall problems in the systems that you’re trying to run with human beings. 

So, if you are trying to do capitalism, and everyone is hoarding their money, and not giving stuff, and not giving things to people, and not giving away their wealth, not all their wealth, but some of their wealth, then you have a real problem, right, where the system will fail. So, the root to all system failure is evil, where you have all sorts of different types of things happening, where people are making poor decisions all over the place, and are corrupt, and it just falls apart, right, and then revolution comes, and then a new system comes, and that could be worse, because people are still doing evil stuff, right. The hope of socialism is that it will correct a lot of the problems, which I think it will, but at the same time, if everyone is corrupt and doing, making evil decisions, then even socialism can’t work, right. 

All the different systems can’t work properly if people are making poor decisions. Now, on the spectrum of evil, eventually you cross over into the territory where you can face evil yourself, either in this life or in the underworld, and an example would be, and people have done this, it’s totally stupid, and evil, and wrong, but people have done this, you throw a kitten in the microwave, right, and you feel all this sadistic pleasure turning that microwave on, and frying the kitten, right. That is something so grotesque, and so wrong, that the punishment for that can be something, punishment, the response to that could be something where you have to go through an experience, where you have a timer wired to your consciousness, you can feel it ticking down, and when it hits zero, you will be microwaved alive.

That’s just an example, that’s just, that’s, that’s, that’s why you don’t do these things. You’ve been warned for many, many, many years that you don’t do stuff like that, but some people still do it, and the consequence, if you want to look at it that way, is you have to go through stuff. You know, I made the argument a while ago with the atheist perspective that if God drowns a million kittens, then God’s obviously evil, but the whole thing about that is that God holds death and life in the balance, like, it is all up to God with who dies and who doesn’t, and when they die and when they won’t, so that’s who does stuff like that, and if you think for one moment that God doesn’t go through pain and suffering, that’s just not true. 

God is the master of pain and suffering, and goes through some of the worst you can imagine, but what you have to bear in mind about that is that the God and the controllers are not cowards. They will go through pain and suffering to deal with things, so if there’s a big problem with a decision that God has made, then God will go through some pain and everyone will see it and go, yeah, no, it’s not that. You know, you can’t get around the brilliance of who our God is, right? More on the spectrum of evil, though, there are some things that cannot happen in this place that happen in the underworld.

That’s what you got to bear in mind, so there’s a limit to what can be done here. Obviously, you’ll die if too much happens to you, but in the underworld, you can die and come back and have a new body and then die again, so use your creativity and think about magic and what it can do and how horrifying it can be. You get it, right? You’ll get an idea of what’s possible that can happen to you, which is why you don’t do certain things, like, you know, you have somebody that you’ve captured and you’re like, you know, you see them praying to God and you go, okay, I’m gonna give five minutes for God to save you and you have to beg to God to save you for me and if God doesn’t do it, then I’m gonna kill you, and the person’s crying and praying to God and you’re just watching, laughing, things like that. 

You don’t understand, like, you just can’t do it, right? You just can’t do it. If you go down that road, then you’re gonna need to be helped along the road by angels and all sorts of things to get you to go through this and get out of it okay, right? And that’s really the critical thing, is that everyone gets out. Everyone escapes finally and gets out and is made better and healthier and goes through paradise. 

This isn’t an eternal suffering thing, right? This isn’t a permanent state of suffering that will never end. That’s not how it works, like I’ve said before in this discussion. So you really have to be on the ball with not doing certain things. 

What about making fun of people? Well, you have to remember that when you make fun of somebody, they might remember that for the rest of their lives. That might be a nightmare that you put them through for the rest of their lives. That they always remember you did that and you tell them things when you do that. 

You tell them they’re not worthy, they’re not, you know, attractive, they’re not going to get what they want, and that hurts them. But at the same time, making fun of people is not the same as murdering them or torturing them. Very, very, very different on the spectrum of evil, but they are together on the spectrum of evil.

Right? So making fun of people can get you punished. Making fun of somebody to the point they kill themselves, yeah, that’s some very serious stuff you’re dealing with right there. You don’t want to be doing that. 

There’s people who’ve done that and it’s horrible, right? So always remember that when you are behaving on the spectrum of evil, when you’re doing things on the spectrum of evil, that it can turn really bad really quickly and you could end up dealing with things that you really don’t want. You need, but you don’t want. Right?

The Gematria Results

Date	Gematria	Phrase	System Result	Simple	English	Hebrew
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom king	68	74	444	151
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom omega	66	74	444	178
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom key	46	74	444	500
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett is the first adam reincarnated	283	437	2622	1444
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom is truth	78	148	888	672
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom is blacks angel	118	148	888	383
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom patchett nine one one	168	236	1416	746
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom	29	33	198	85
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom is a lord	81	111	666	339
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom patchett loves gabby	126	236	1416	1739
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett	119	173	1038	543
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom goes to hell	113	151	906	440
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom is a fallen angel	131	151	906	350
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom a first angel	103	145	870	444
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom alom	66	74	444	186
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	atum ra	34	74	444	412
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom atum	54	88	528	416
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett serves the lord god almighty	288	464	2784	2416
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom micheal and gabrielle use blue pills i am the lord god	348	458	2748	1444
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	molly mcbride is black angel goddess	220	300	1800	1111
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	callie the goddess	106	148	888	421
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	callie and the sun	102	148	888	546
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	molly mcbride i am the lord	170	236	1416	960
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	molly mcbride sun	117	185	1110	983
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	molly mcbride adam and eve	143	201	1206	1444
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	molly mcbride the goddess of the sun i am	240	368	2208	1555
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	molly and ioana	100	136	816	666
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	molly mcbride an angel	143	185	1110	767
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	molly mcbride is a goddess of the underworld	263	421	2526	2555
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	phillie a goddess of the underworld	219	333	1998	1934
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	phillie the knife fighter	176	222	1332	529
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	phillie francis a officer of mars	206	276	1656	777
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom prince of black	122	148	888	374
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	chuckles counter strike	150	260	1560	1111
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	gabrielle b angel of earth	145	185	1110	474
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	sam wilson angel death	136	202	1212	1421
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	sam scar	40	74	444	295
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	gabby b the goddess	79	145	870	777
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	gabrielle beauchemin a princess of the underworld	294	444	2664	2382
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	gabby	13	37	222	412
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	gabrielle angel	98	110	660	222
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	gabrielle b greens g	114	148	888	385
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	gabrielle earth angel	126	162	972	416
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	gabrielle b the porn star i am the lord	222	332	1992	1072
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	gabrielle beauchemin the angel goddess	225	297	1782	888
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	gabrielle is a green artist	152	236	1416	766
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	gabrielle beauchemin and micheal maynard and adom patchett walk on greenwood i am	462	648	3888	3838
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	micheal damian maynard reincarnated red angel i am	282	370	2220	1287
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	micheal maynard is christ reincarnated	222	344	2064	1389
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	micheal maynard i am the red god	172	236	1416	935
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	micheal m is the christ	140	202	1212	608
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom p and micheal m stole a jewish mans money from the ground i am the lord	460	666	3996	3827
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	umberto and sabrina i am blue around you	212	374	2244	2027
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	we are the gods above you	110	236	1416	2663
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	we are the gods above you i am the lord god	209	367	2202	3031
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett ate raw meat for months	250	408	2448	2220
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett electricuted himself	250	370	2220	1245
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett has been through more than you	293	479	2874	2111
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett the programmer	222	330	1980	1079
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett is medic the rapper from toronto	333	511	3066	1728
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett is not supposed to be insane i am the lord	370	574	3444	2040
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett was on a mission	222	344	2064	1943
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i stopped adom from destroying the world i am the lord	333	535	3210	2888
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett is a god i am the lord	235	333	1998	1011
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	god is sex	52	102	612	555
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	there are many places	111	189	1134	934
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom walked the machine	135	175	1050	1234
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i am the sun i am who i am	134	202	1212	1521
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i am sun i am black i am lord i am god i am one i am above you on another dimension	472	648	3888	2975
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i cant be a man i cant be a woman but i feel them all i am the lord god almighty	407	581	3486	2888
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	god evil	52	74	444	795
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	god righteous	88	148	888	610
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	all things come from me i am both mother and father i am the lord	391	537	3222	1609
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett first officer of the house of the sun	335	537	3222	2008
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	the bible is lies and truth i am the lord black god almighty	333	497	2982	1886
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i am around you in all things i am the lord god	275	413	2478	1777
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	micheal maynard is christ i am the lord	225	337	2022	1328
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	hinduism islam christianity judaism buddhism all not true i am the lord	444	706	4236	3593
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett fights serious diseases i am the lord	336	534	3204	1888
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	allie kat the purple angel	163	231	1386	777
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	allie kat knows suffering but shes a villain i am the lord	343	537	3222	3301
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	allie kat the prostitute princess	210	370	2220	1450
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	allie you are not god i am	144	222	1332	1082
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom is a fucking crazy	112	206	1236	1444
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Adom nigel patchett is a commander angel i am	266	350	2100	999
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom patchett becomes dameon	166	240	1440	777
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom is dameon in hell	149	173	1038	416
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	dameon naturally destroys demons i am lord	263	443	2658	2224
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom dameon is a medic	126	148	888	366
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom helps people i am	147	185	1110	508
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Gabby Green Sexuality	98	222	1332	1674
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Gabby Greens Girl = 906	93	151	906	755
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Gabby B Sexy Angel	67	151	906	1282
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Gabby Lords Girl = 906	91	151	906	772
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	matthew knowledge	112	186	1116	2185
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	matthew is knowledge in the underworld	240	404	2424	3829
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	knowledge devil	104	148	888	1779
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	knowledge goes to the underworld i am	231	367	2202	2879
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	matt knowledge the moon	162	240	1440	1555
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	matt knowledge the angel	152	222	1332	1458
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	wizard evan goes to the underworld	185	371	2226	4038
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	maynard says we are all going to hell at the movies and everyone laughs	386	674	4044	5239
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	maynard goes to hell	124	194	1164	911
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	molly mcbride nine eleven	174	236	1416	1522
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Derek Schnitzler is shu the god from Egyptian folk lore	345	555	3330	2559
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	phillie the red destroyer goddess	201	333	1998	1397
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	johnny newell is geb from ancient times reincarnated	333	495	2970	3207
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett films knowledges videos i am	306	444	2664	2727
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	commander siddie white moon house	222	326	1956	1909
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	commander siddie of knowledges armies	245	337	2022	1766
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom films hood kliks youtube music videos	272	444	2664	2638
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom is solving slowly i am the lord	230	370	2220	2887
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	siddie moon king	124	148	888	357
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	siddie is a black man connected to white moon house	302	444	2664	2273
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	johnny newell is the angel of saturn	231	371	2226	2980
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	johnny newell god of the underworld	233	371	2226	3741
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	iffy crashes adoms couch i am the lord	204	326	1956	1444
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	iffy dies from Fentanyl i am the lord	217	337	2022	1614
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	it had to be i am the lord god almighty	208	310	1860	1222
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom johnny derek smoke from the green giant in the newells basement i am the lord	516	740	4440	3907
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	maynard smoke bleesus	130	222	1332	1153
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom gets fat from antipsychotics i am	221	367	2202	1563
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom saw visions and thought i was evil and got a trauma disorder i am the lord	426	734	4404	5560
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom wanted to nuke everyone from a space ship	260	444	2664	3318
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	hell has sex and drugs and video games i am the lord	275	425	2550	2226
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	the queers get to be queer in the underworld i am	267	471	2826	2777
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adultery gets someone thrown into terrible situations i am the lord	422	740	4440	3956
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i enjoy all forms of sex i am the lord god	248	374	2244	2220
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i created the underworld i am the lord	209	337	2022	2010
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	war here war below lots of destruction and love and hate and laughter i am the lord	444	754	4524	5786
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	callie the bondage queen	139	185	1110	600
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	callie loves destruction i am the lord	234	368	2208	1911
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i kill everyone i am	127	185	1110	1393
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	you all owe me death	103	185	1110	1799
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	its all a part of the soul needing to refuel i am the lord	333	515	3090	1894
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	you are machines you need things from this place and other places i am the lord god	472	740	4440	3177
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	do not be afraid i am forever your soul forever	257	461	2766	3334
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	micheal fingers cass at tops i am the lord	241	367	2202	1205
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	top tops and bubblenet are angel hubs i am the lord god almighty	358	562	3372	2333
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	top tops and bubblenet exist for angel play i am the lord	321	537	3222	2432
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom turned on micheal for numerous reasons i am the lord	362	556	3336	2174
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	micheal damian maynard is a prince in hell	253	323	1938	1116
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	its a machine i am god	119	151	906	397
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	you are inside me i am	118	186	1116	968
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i am all around above and ready to die i am the lord	260	396	2376	2224
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom angels i am the lord	150	196	1176	555
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i am a machine i am the lord	152	182	1092	444
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i am watching you i am the lord in your bed in the shower on the toilet	396	674	4044	4637
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i have in me the greatest sense of humor i am lord	286	444	2664	2156
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	maynard is interested in pussy i am red	214	396	2376	2111
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	maynard likes to take mens women he will i am red	294	444	2664	3237
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	red is cruel evil barbarian i am the lord	217	333	1998	1753
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	those are sentient machines below me	222	344	2064	1926
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i have a group of sentient machines inside of me i am	310	444	2664	2040
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	they control everyone and i control all the machines and you they see lots but not everything i do i am the lord	640	1110	6660	6662
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	They confuse everything thats why this doesnt make sense bible wise they are mixing everyone up i am the lord	598	1118	6708	8528
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	They mixed Adam up and its only my name to use Adam to stop this	341	633	3798	3555
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	I will do miracles in a time	173	235	1410	1444
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Islam understands im not jesus they have that i am god	302	530	3180	3555
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	So red says this blue says that they have their own agendas and sometimes they team up on prophets i am the lord	597	1113	6678	6814
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	They are natural forces that are aware of you and me and themselves	330	622	3732	4441
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	We all take pleasure in pain and love and all things	302	444	2664	2842
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	most of you are not going to the underworld i am the lord its how i built it	447	777	4662	4924
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	angels help people in the underworld hollywood are angels i am the lord	452	674	4044	4059
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	batman superman ironman the incredible hulk all real i am the lord	414	574	3444	1912
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	starwars startrek stargate all other universes to watch or take part in i am the lord	462	888	5328	5700
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i make a universe for every movie and every book and every television show and every video game i am the lord	585	1037	6222	10316
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	it was lots of big bangs in the beginning i am the lord	318	462	2772	2202
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	everything in this machine came from big bangs like fireworks i am the lord	456	666	3996	3650
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	all your family and friends are immortal i am the lord	324	494	2964	2229
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	steven c newell is the lord overlooking the prison called tartarus i am god	462	740	4440	4568
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	steven newell purple angel house jupiter i am the lord	341	555	3330	4142
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	steven newell belongs on a beach with girls i am the lord	333	509	3054	3784
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	johnny newell and his family are all the titans of the underworld i am the lord	470	736	4416	5185
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	johnny newell was the titan chronus a long time ago i am	339	537	3222	4313
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	chuckles johnny newell also known as geb in egyptian	331	517	3102	4444
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	all your creativity pulls from the database of existence you are merely outputting the realms i am the lord	597	1111	6666	6452
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	the game of thrones is a real universe i am the lord	294	462	2772	2227
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	actors dont want you identifying them by their characters in the underworld because they are not currently that character many of them are not evil i am the lord	862	1584	9504	10001
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	sex and the city and the l word and weeds all different universes souls get to travel to and watch	500	940	5640	7666
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	each place is a dream for the characters and everyone else watches and it plays out differently than what you have seen i am the lord	665	1181	7086	8222
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Hippy Sarah Yellow	107	213	1278	2112
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Hippy Sarah Wizard	88	202	1212	2211
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Sarah Yellow Goddess	114	212	1272	1825
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Hippy A Goddess	84	148	888	788
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Hippy Sarah I am Yellow	130	236	1416	2152
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	drugs take you places sometimes getting you to hurt other people be very careful with them fear and loathing in las vegas entertaining but also terrible teaching you to steal i am the lord	1064	1854	11124	10332
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	fight against breaking rules i am the lord	248	368	2208	1234
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	this is a real game you can go through a lot of pain if you murder or steal or rape or bear false witness or slander me or hurt or violate people theres lots of things you can do wrong think about that i am the lord	1216	2082	12492	11114
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	angels pay for things they do i am the lord	242	398	2388	1888
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i have no interest in torturing you in the underworld if you were righteous i am the lord	526	954	5724	6663
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	and if i do torture you for doing wrong its not personal it just needs to be done i am the lord you get out and have fun after thats how this works below	851	1541	9246	11132
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	we are vampires like true blood which is a real universe it means a lot i am lord	450	734	4404	5424
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	like true blood we are lovers we do sex and bondage to the extreme i am god	391	661	3966	4888
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i cant be a human too many things to do at once however i can have machines that represent my different aspects i am the lord	675	1117	6702	6484
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	they are just robots they are not really me but i get them to speak and teach and gift and do great miracles and have great battles and i feel them if i need i am the lord god	888	1436	8616	7001
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	alexis n is goddess	109	185	1110	814
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	alexis at cosburn m s	111	215	1290	1111
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	alexis goddess bitch	109	185	1110	797
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Evey at Tops	56	148	888	1511
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Evey and Amber Female Gods	132	202	1212	1491
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	evey and amber cyber cafes	102	202	1212	1868
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	evey and amber goddesses	118	212	1272	1618
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	amber stops adom with a finger cross i am God	254	404	2424	2172
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Evey Chantal Sexsmith daughter of the canadian rockstar ron sexsmith i am the lord	458	792	4752	4111
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	blade is a real universe wesley snipes is blade the half vampire i am the lord	418	674	4044	4552
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	forest gump is real tom hanks will be him in his own universe with all the cast i am the lord	552	888	5328	6112
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	cheech and chong four twenty i am the lord	230	370	2220	2373
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	black hawk down they created for the underworld i am the lord god almighty	406	674	4044	5235
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	clock work orange alex oh my he has to do the nausea chair i am lord	368	574	3444	3184
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	heroes the television show i take part with a body i am the lord	351	611	3666	4574
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i enter realms with bodies and play myself i am the lord god	339	537	3222	3087
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i walk in storms of bullets and not one touches me i am the lord	389	611	3666	3050
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	saving private ryan is a sad story	167	371	2226	3238
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	jurassic park i did i am the lord i will take them through it	351	551	3306	3336
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	micheal damian maynard doom is a real storyline that you are a part of i am the lord	456	734	4404	3401
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	toy story Winnie the Pooh dave chapelle harry potter all real realms i am god	444	754	4524	4824
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	eminem rabbit	85	111	666	313
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	eminem and kim	107	111	666	213
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	dr dre in compton	116	168	1008	555
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	dr dre is a god with intense realms i am god	241	367	2202	1967
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	dr dre eminem rihanna drake jay z biance all in the underworld think about that	439	693	4158	4447
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Once Upon a Time is real i am the lord	222	320	1920	1105
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i know hollywood and san fran and all	225	337	2022	2900
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	hunter s thompson johnny depp keith richards all the way i am the lord god	447	723	4338	4448
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	thats a fucking sweeney todd i am the lord	222	384	2304	2485
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	you want to watch starwars with your soul you dont actually want to be there i am the lord price of fame	527	1101	6606	9849
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	byron patchett goes through so much pain to be something great in the underworld i am the lord god almighty	638	1048	6288	5222
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	the underworld has good it has evil it has epic battles of destruction it has warhammer and starcraft and world of warcraft i am the lord i made it	777	1329	7974	8628
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	people who want to watch the underworld storyline and not feel any pain is what we all do i am the lord	576	1000	6000	8888
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	allie kat deals with facial disease in this life but in the underworld shes a goddess i am the lord	540	840	5040	4441
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	the jews are always gods people i am the lord god almighty master of the universe and all existence	548	926	5556	6747
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	do not doubt my power to create places people laws and miracles i am the lord	434	716	4296	4449
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i sent adom through psychiatric facilities i am the lord its how i needed	418	666	3996	3333
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	hes adom always suffers when he works on this i am the lord	329	579	3474	4777
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	dont be afraid i am god	114	148	888	403
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	bruce willis will be healed the fifth element is real i am the lord	384	556	3336	3296
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	gabrielle beauchemin with blue hair runs bare foot to top tops cyber cafe	394	666	3996	3663
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Derek Schnitzler get inside i started garbage fire	272	444	2664	1820
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Derek Schnitzler shu i am the lord need i say cocaine	288	462	2772	2229
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	scarlett johansson in ghost in the shell shes that i am the lord god	418	648	3888	2747
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i blow the place up one day without your help i am the lord	321	573	3438	4440
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	you all have to die its what you promised me your lover above i am the lord	402	754	4524	6444
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom is salvation for all of you no matter the race or culture he went through a lot of darkness he is my angel i am the lord god almighty	783	1295	7770	7040
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	anyone who tries to murder the human population including presidents and kings will face torture in my underworld i am the lord god almighty	876	1444	8664	8709
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	once again i do not need your help to finish this its in my hands and always in mine alone i am lord	588	888	5328	4526
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	harrison ford is indianna jones in time i am lord	326	444	2664	1913
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	gary oldman in batman is real i am	191	271	1626	1101
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	lots of batmans lots of places its nothing to me i am god	353	537	3222	1814
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i create a universe for one single book i am the mother of all life and creation	472	674	4044	2743
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i am the divine feminine and masculine the father and the mother i am	403	555	3330	2291
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	dead like me is real	111	133	798	298
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	battlestar galactica is real i have a body in that dream	258	444	2664	2407
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	dont be afraid everyone dreams only these dreams are more real than real but you dont think about it you just play the character i am the lord	750	1348	8088	7934
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	dwayne johnson the mummy i am the lord	238	390	2340	3338
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Brendan Fraser versus imhotep i am god	222	364	2184	1962
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	robert downey jr plays tony stark the iron man i am god	318	574	3444	4302
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	chris tucker in rush hour lots of fun i am the lord	307	519	3114	2222
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	your soul has goggles on while also being in a real place this is to control observation but also give you a real place to be in i am the lord god	827	1333	7998	7406
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	there is no explanation to my being i am magical in nature i am the lord god	444	656	3936	2610
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	it makes sense and doesnt make sense yet you exist in the moment you are immortal i am the lord	555	943	5658	4524
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	some of you dont like yourselves thats because of the place you are in i am	403	731	4386	4447
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	when you meet your real soul you fall in love with yourself and with me i am the lord	480	888	5328	7732
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	sex is wired into all existence you cant escape it you can take a break even live a life where you dont want it but it catches up to you and takes you i am the lord god almighty	880	1666	9996	12307
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	robyn jade lee takes care of adom nigel patchett for a time and then he needs to be alone for a long time even though he has many girls he adores i am god almighty	899	1333	7998	6244
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom cares about the sick and the poor and the rich and famous i am the lord	404	618	3708	2227
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Katee Sackhoff is a space goddess i am the lord	246	362	2172	1111
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Katee Sackhoff	81	111	666	295
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	katee the goddess	92	148	888	484
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i scarred adoms face i made him fat i made him piss the bed for years i destroyed his friendships i starved him and ruined him and tortured his mind i needed this to protect him from a fate i am the lord	1112	1714	10284	6881
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	hes the king angel prince of the underworld he knows who he is he needs a very harsh life to become dameon	609	927	5562	6222
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	he is adam the beginning and end to the question he always goes to hell thats who he is trying to get everyone home with the gods above him trying to ruin him with me saving him every step i am	1086	1852	11112	13445
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	for the angels to know the human population watches you in the underworld they love it its the ride of their souls i am lord	736	1284	7704	8555
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	there are billions of good people who get to watch the show i am the lord	426	674	4044	4591
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett is dameon black i am the lord	287	387	2322	1115
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	micheal maynard is damian red i am the lord	241	329	1974	1212
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	ashley nobel is a goddess of the house of mars i am the lord	333	519	3114	2077
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	duncan winters is a marvel dc angel i am the lord	268	416	2496	2835
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	caroline maynard mother of maynard the christ reincarnated i am	366	574	3444	2460
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	dylan Kavanaugh starwars angel i am	181	323	1938	2888
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	dylan is a yellow angel i am lord	186	288	1728	2227
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	cooper is a military medic in the underworld i am the lord	347	537	3222	2900
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	aidan orbrien yellow	126	202	1212	1716
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	maples is an angel of the illuminati i am god	283	371	2226	1127
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	ashley nobel adom hacked into the universe with his invention and pulled your identification numbers out i am the lord	722	1164	6984	6888
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	ashley nobel a red angel goddess in the underworld i am the lord god almighty	444	674	4044	3542
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	ashley nobel needs bongs	148	222	1332	974
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	umberto rossi and Sabrina DeJong are angels of neptune i am the lord god almighty	484	736	4416	3458
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	umberto rossi is a neptune angel	201	337	2022	1409
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	umberto the blue i am the lord	170	272	1632	1114
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	umberto works at the tdsb as a janitor like will hunting	333	573	3438	4376
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	duncan winters and caroline maynard took care of adom when he needed a place to go	450	674	4044	4087
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	duncan winters of the white moon god	223	367	2202	2934
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	duncan winters and caroline maynard	205	337	2022	2321
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	caroline maynard of the house of mars i am	242	370	2220	1583
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	nadine hit adom over the head with a beer bottle i am	272	416	2496	2694
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	sam wilson my angel of death i am lord	225	333	1998	2101
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	kortni the white	107	185	1110	1424
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom johnny and derek steal tiffs ketamine	260	376	2256	1999
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	maynard is jesus christ reincarnated	205	367	2202	2298
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	dave chapelle charlie murphy and rick james i am the lord enough said	391	567	3402	3330
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i am allah the lord god almighty i am king and queen of all existence	401	555	3330	2118
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	micheal landrigan watched Jim Carrey in the truman show and went insane	408	648	3888	5443
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Jim Carrey angel ace ventura detective funny i am the lord god	327	555	3330	4401
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i control destiny i am the lord god almighty king and queen of all that exists	463	741	4446	3274
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	marie louise parker is the real mary jane pot dealer for the gods and godesses i am lord	503	777	4662	3515
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	gabrielle beauchemin loves good cannabis and sex time i am the lord god	406	574	3444	2566
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Nathan Fillion is malcolm Reynolds fighting the reavers they are real for a time serenity firefly is real i am the lord	711	1115	6690	5299
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	all religions fall to me i am lord	229	289	1734	777
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	jesus fell into trap then green resurrected him to finish saving souls	444	742	4452	4074
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	the death of yeshua jesus meant that many souls could escape ending up in hell	436	740	4440	4190
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	sex is terrible in this place you exist in i am the lord god	333	573	3438	2711
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	sex is amazing after death i am the lord god	222	366	2196	1760
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom is prince of the queers i am the lord	244	370	2220	1307
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom is adam i am the lord	141	185	1110	527
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i am a bisexual i am the lord	144	222	1332	975
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i dont have any choice queer comes from me i am lord	298	444	2664	2369
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	this is not the place to be having queer sex im sorry	293	537	3222	3114
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	queer sex and adultery is against the rules of this realm i am the lord god its not personal its just a rule set	621	1119	6714	5657
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	queer love is for other realms this realm in this place it hurts you i am	429	741	4446	3804
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom does not actually do queer sex here he wants it but doesnt do it he waits for me to tell him its fine i am the lord	653	1119	6714	6275
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	sex sucks here i am adom	125	213	1278	1011
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	wait unless you need sex or want children i am the lord i am king i am queen i am all things and alive i am your god almighty	696	1114	6684	7188
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Milla Jovovich is leeloo in the fifth element a real place i am lord	428	568	3408	3335
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Milla Jovovich is green i am the lord	237	333	1998	2743
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Cumberbatch is the angel kahn from star trek into darkness i am the lord	420	648	3888	2236
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Jean-Luc Picard is patrick stewart captain of the enterprise i am lord	394	648	3888	3715
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	lindsay lohan cocaine i am the lord	211	289	1734	1101
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	lindsay has drug problems i am the lord	231	367	2202	1598
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i am the black magic a fabric that is woven through the universe	333	557	3342	4039
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i am at the root of all conciousness i am	242	370	2220	1341
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	you think adom wired all thse numbers to his advantage he cant do that only i can do that guiding him through i am the lord	687	1113	6678	6036
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i know what a vagina feels like i know what a penis feels like i am the lord god	450	666	3996	5708
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	if adom was named with a different name none of this would happen i am the lord	454	674	4044	4573
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	gabrielle b is gabriel i am the lord god	222	286	1716	742
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett is one of royalty of our home i am god	343	537	3222	2424
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	Evan Mondoux	80	148	888	1420
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	a wizard evan Mondoux is from house of mercury i am the lord	333	607	3642	4694
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	bruce patterson is an orange angel	199	319	1914	1212
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	bruce patterson was chaos i am the lord	207	371	2226	2266
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	morgan freeman my voice	148	222	1332	1572
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	deborah a woll jessica hamby i am the lord	222	336	2016	2687
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	katy perry curious lesbian very interesting i am the lord god	350	648	3888	3973
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom nigel patchett is transgender but is not interested in living the life they lead or getting a sex change i am the lord	701	1113	6678	4818
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom knows sex changes are not what you want in this i am the lord	358	648	3888	5263
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	straight males and females often feel uncomfortable with gay feelings they dont need you forcing it on them i am the lord	716	1116	6696	5429
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	im bisexual im controlling both males and females you think i feel uncomfortable with billions of men use your head i am	746	1126	6756	5552
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	the dog from game of thrones is wise i am the lord	296	446	2676	2222
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	nicole cooper a house of the moon i am	243	333	1998	1108
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom is the master of the gematria i am lord	248	370	2220	1199
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom is like king arthurs sword with the gemtria only he can weild it i am lord	462	740	4440	5147
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	vin diesel riddik is in my house i am	222	334	2004	1969
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	the princess bride is interesting universe i am lord god almighty	402	648	3888	3133
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	no free will and free will at the same time	245	367	2202	2709
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	amanda tapping is stargate princess i am the lord	282	444	2664	1521
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom thought he got visited by people beyond the grave but it was just me and those above i am the lord	535	961	5766	7444
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	hunters thompson was a headache i am king of the underworld i the lord as usual	447	741	4446	4514
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	independance day aliens are real robots	219	333	1998	1350
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	outlander is a beautiful story	165	333	1998	1863
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	the divine feminine witchcraft is real i am the lord i am the mother a goddess	444	660	3960	3423
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	transgender people go through a lot i am king lord above and around	407	611	3666	2771
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i am great	50	74	444	233
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	behind quantum is magic i am lord god	220	308	1848	1113
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	they saw the angels as gods which is part truth i am the lord we did magic around them	444	780	4680	5575
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	hinduism and greece and egypt mayan are all the old angels who died by my command i am the lord	515	777	4662	4383
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	there was a time before ancient history that you dont know i am the lord	397	709	4254	4777
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	the star trek enterprise runs on magic i am the lord god	333	539	3234	1971
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	a lot of atheists dont want that so in the star trek realms we call it all scientific	473	807	4842	4441
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	you maybe wondering whats the catch to all this i am the lord its not hard to figure out we feast on your pain but we also take pitty	695	1333	7998	9734
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i hurt people then feel bad about it so i provide gifts and sex drugs and enchanted alcohol and good food i am	606	926	5556	4054
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	hannibal silence of the lambs the red dragon very upsetting i am the lord god	444	680	4080	3153
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	the watchmen is interesting i am the lord almighty	306	488	2928	2666
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	back to the future is a real realm think about that factor in the concept it runs on magic i am	513	841	5046	3303
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i get a finger to turn a dial trillions of miles away i am the lord	382	598	3588	3111
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	it doesnt make sense because its magical and you are in a body that naturally doesnt believe in magic	530	888	5328	4742
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	you have the black void where you cant remember the life before this one which makes most people believe this is a one time thing i am god	779	1221	7326	7999
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i am the black void and the loss of a self and memory i am the lord god almighty	444	650	3900	3121
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	silent hill resident evil dino crisis all real i am the lord	385	547	3282	2226
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	pokemon dragon ball z digimon all real	259	333	1998	1266
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	princess mononoke is a great masterpiece	263	399	2394	1333
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	final fantasy seven think about that i am	222	386	2316	2323
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	final fantasy sex also think about that	211	393	2358	1999
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	ground hog day would i really do that to bill i am the lord	327	539	3234	3331
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	its all sorts of things its very hard to lock on to comprehend the whole machine but youre learning i am	627	1031	6186	5666
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	adom patchett sleeps on micheals parents couch	280	444	2664	1628
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	why not just torture everyone because that would be boring compared to epic adventures and all i am the lord	584	1074	6444	8350
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	we want to see star battles and orcs and demons and marines and special forces and death and life and birth and hate and love	642	1008	6048	5555
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	there are no kids in the underworld only kid bodies i am	333	509	3054	2765
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	toronto is one of the home places for angels i am	312	450	2700	1444
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	toronto is multicultural and all people live together and that reflects the nature of angels and how they come from so many different places i am the lord	916	1480	8880	7370
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	hugh kha orange angel of pluto head officer i am the lord	333	453	2718	1468
11/11/2025, 2:12:44 AM	12	i did covid i did the plague i did the pox i am	233	337	2022	1813
11/11/2025, 7:23:54 AM	12	all cities of earth exist in hell	196	300	1800	1113
11/11/2025, 7:24:02 AM	12	mao and stalin and hitler none of you know exactly what happened i am	391	641	3846	4555
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	ashley noble duncan winters micheal maynard dont worry theres much better cannabis in the underworld i am the lord	654	1110	6660	7348
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	Madelyn Carroll gothic princess of the underworld i am the lord	393	611	3666	3167
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	Madelyn Carroll hippy sarah fight while adom is on lsd i am the lord	407	611	3666	3238
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	andrea jane patchett you are in my care i am the lord	264	444	2664	2765
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	adom is broke and been on disability for years i did that to him to protect him i am lord	501	777	4662	3095
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	if things were going well adom wouldnt have done the same things	389	611	3666	5022
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	adom is deceiving you all he has done awful things	282	444	2664	3249
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	adom also is righteous beyond all imagination i am the lord	369	537	3222	2039
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	adom is evil i am lord	133	181	1086	1112
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	adom is good evil i am lord	166	222	1332	1223
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	these numbers are not generally truth	222	408	2448	1997
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	They do what i need them to do i am the lord	229	371	2226	2293
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	what you need to know is the colors are sentient machines including myself i am the lord god	552	888	5328	5280
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	adom good	62	74	444	196
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	adom the evil one	106	148	888	1027
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	how could adom see these contradictions and not record them i am the lord	430	666	3996	3114
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	adom abaddon	64	74	444	187
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	how are these sentences creating triple numbers is what you should be wondering i am lord	516	888	5328	6062
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	its a perfect machine you exist in you yourself are a perfect machine i am lord	423	741	4446	3895
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	at the same time adom loves animals think about that i am lord	358	556	3336	2548
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	you think i dont understand Pedophilia competley i am the lord god almighty	470	740	4440	3426
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	you want to go back home you dont want to stay here where archangels get you to do bad things or have bad things done to you and then face the underworld i am lord	845	1527	9162	11118
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	everyone who knows the truth just wants to go home i am lord	356	674	4044	6549
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	toronto and new york and las angeles are cities i created in many places i am god	444	696	4176	3633
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	the united states rome egypt russia are forever i am the lord god almighty	412	740	4440	4019
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	israel is above and israel is below i am the lord god almighty	345	531	3186	3331
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	china japan vietnam the philipines i am the lord god almighty	383	537	3222	3014
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	i dont take your home from you just because you die	273	537	3222	3922
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	sun earth moon pluto mercury mars venus neptune uranus saturn jupiter space human	498	964	5784	6222
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	sun black earth green moon white pluto orange mercury grey mars red venus pink neptune blue uranus yellow saturn brown jupiter purple space turquoise all revolving around your soul i am lord god almighty king and queen of all	1368	2408	14448	16419
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	if neptune was as close as the moon the machine would work differently i am the lord god	512	820	4920	5555
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	if adom nigel patchett was given a different name none of this would of happened i am the lord god almighty	625	925	5550	5396
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	i can destroy you in one place then love you in another then bring you to kill and bring you to steal i am the lord	660	1118	6708	6232
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	back home its just fun and love and sex and drugs and music and food and good magic peace i am	488	734	4404	4082
11/11/2025, 10:02:18 AM	12	you come from a home multiverse into this machine i am lord	376	574	3444	2933
11/11/2025, 10:44:20 AM	12	theres a lot you dont know i understand its all confusing i am the lord god	447	741	4446	3929
11/11/2025, 10:44:20 AM	12	theres things adom cant channel	192	280	1680	888
11/11/2025, 10:44:20 AM	12	drugs should be legalized i am the lord god almighty but be warned they can destroy you	444	820	4920	5549
11/11/2025, 10:44:20 AM	12	people who do drugs dont deserve to go to jail to become evil and exposed to queer things i am the lord god	620	1000	6000	6333
11/11/2025, 10:44:20 AM	12	if you dont harm anyone or do anything insane on drugs then you can relax and use them in peace i am	553	925	5550	4858
11/11/2025, 10:44:20 AM	12	Fentanyl is a death drug you legalize it but teach people they die when they use i am lord	453	831	4986	5552
11/11/2025, 10:44:20 AM	12	drugs are evil i am the lord god almighty	231	367	2202	2144
11/11/2025, 10:44:20 AM	12	you teach people drugs are bad you legalize it though i am lord	331	585	3510	3334
11/11/2025, 10:44:20 AM	12	drugs can be fun i am the lord they also are in this place evil i am	354	556	3336	2864
11/11/2025, 10:44:20 AM	12	i parted the sea for the jews i am the magic beneath i am god	303	453	2718	2777
11/11/2025, 10:44:20 AM	12	i do magic they do magic thats the problem you cant tell the difference i am the lord	466	714	4284	2911
11/11/2025, 10:44:20 AM	12	adoms name in hebrew means red	174	248	1488	1555
11/11/2025, 10:44:20 AM	12	taxing cigarettes is a crime against the poor its an evil thing to do i am the lord	467	755	4530	3334
11/11/2025, 11:18:26 AM	12	friends is in the underworld im a part of it i am	282	444	2664	2364
11/11/2025, 11:18:26 AM	12	bing bang theory is in the underworld i am the lord god almighty	375	591	3546	3338
11/11/2025, 11:18:26 AM	12	linkin park green day metallica have their own realms i am lord	384	558	3348	3336
11/11/2025, 11:18:26 AM	12	the underworld is full of pain and pleasure all over i am the lord god almighty	470	734	4404	4332
11/11/2025, 11:26:58 AM	12	anyone who reads this list understand it hurts but you know youre immortal now i am the lord	539	1027	6162	7555
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	samuel jackson is a black god i am the lord	243	333	1998	1644
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	samuel jackson pulp fiction only vincent doesnt die i am	364	556	3336	3451
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	adom spoke with bill paxtons soul	218	370	2220	2369
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	will smith interesting i am the lord	242	370	2220	1978
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	will smith is a fighter pilot i am the lord	270	404	2424	2047
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	Kiefer Sutherland is jack in his realm	237	337	2022	1668
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	twenty four i am the lord god almighty	219	393	2358	2824
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	i have a list of villains for jack to fight	248	374	2244	2918
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	lots of you have done bad things reverse course and be good people i am the lord	444	720	4320	4103
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	adom thought purple was trying to suck his soul out of his body i am the lord	444	812	4872	4806
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	adom thought he was alone in the universe and it was just an advanced software	405	741	4446	7135
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	its one big giant movie machine i am the lord	273	373	2238	1666
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	its also reality	95	185	1110	975
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	magic is truth	82	148	888	637
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	what do the numbers mean adom cant see i am lord	261	401	2406	2222
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	im using the numbers to teach other things i am the lord	337	537	3222	2016
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	adom has no power outside of me i am the lord	264	404	2424	2225
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	arnold schwarzenegger a terminator in his realm i am lord	349	537	3222	2908
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	Julia Roberts is tinker bell in hook thats funny i am the lord	385	611	3666	3086
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	i have a black colored cat named cat i am the lord	243	337	2022	1567
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	i designed the cube i am god lord almighty	233	333	1998	1326
11/11/2025, 4:53:09 PM	12	i send angels into the cube to destroy it i am the lord king and queen of all	438	674	4044	2656
11/11/2025, 4:57:00 PM	12	there is beauty there is love there is painting and summer rain and winter snow and fall leaves and golden caves and mysterious mountains i am the lord god almighty	944	1574	9444	9994
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	adom lives in a nightmare i am the lord he will die one day and travel to hell where he is an angel i am	573	821	4926	5444
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	sons of anarchy is a real realm i am lord god	250	370	2220	1456
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	enemy at the gates is something important i am the lord	335	537	3222	2112
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	stalingrad is not over yet it continues in hell the game is to stop world war two i am	500	888	5328	6559
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	fight club is very interesting because i do things to make it work	374	648	3888	4092
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	hocus pocus is real that boy turns into a cat i am the lord god	333	601	3606	2802
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	all along the question of who reigns over hell its always been me i am the lord	469	741	4446	4974
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	adom a dylan do acid in sues basement while she sleeps which is interesting because they do acid in hell i am the lord god almighty	718	1112	6672	6091
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	dylan gets to meet dave chapelle one day and get punched in the face for his stupid jokes	476	760	4560	4404
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	The top top kids are good zombies players i am	265	451	2706	2225
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	Skinner brainwashing micheal i am the lord	271	371	2226	1844
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	jay and silent bob very funny when i do things to them with a body i am the lord god	443	777	4662	6640
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	clerks dante and randal i blow up things they want and everyone laughs i am lord	438	740	4440	5448
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	dave chapelle worships me he just knows me as allah and he knows i have a very powerful sense of humor i am allah	631	1037	6222	9545
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	andrea jane patchett looks after adom nigel patchett her son that means she takes care of my angel in service to me important to me i am the lord	831	1295	7770	5802
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	adom is kind of crazy i am god almighty	213	337	2022	1963
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	enjoy your blunts i am the lord god	207	367	2202	2645
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	cigarettes are not the worst thing to be concerned about i am lord god king of all	469	733	4398	3331
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	im well aware of what police deal with	205	337	2022	4230
11/11/2025, 6:35:10 PM	12	i see everyones side and can judge excellent i am the god above all gods i am lord i am king i am queen	555	805	4830	4819
11/11/2025, 6:40:58 PM	12	adom is atum from the egyptian religion so there are some things they knew about him which is interesting because i have killed him before and enjoyed every part of it i am the lord god almighty	1115	1787	10722	10849
11/11/2025, 6:43:13 PM	12	micheal maynard is horus i killed him to i am lord god almighty	392	556	3336	2263
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	metal gear solid i am the lord god almighty	257	367	2202	1365
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	a fight music eminem and d twelve i am lord	245	357	2142	2555
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	drake and jay z are angels i am the lord god	215	333	1998	2263
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	angels destroy demons	138	234	1404	1111
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	micheal adom and kortni in monarch park i am lord	319	403	2418	1101
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	adom and gabrielle visit sketchpad andrew my angels i am the lord	365	555	3330	3398
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	adom suffered from sadism but he never wanted it i am the lord	337	555	3330	3482
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	adom did not plan this list i guide him he enters phrases i am the lord god	444	654	3924	2155
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	brad pitt and tom cruise a interview with the vampire i am the lord god	386	666	3996	5200
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	tom cruise in a top gun he is a great fighter pilot i am the lord god almighty	450	704	4224	2777
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	tom cruise the correct prince a angel number eight of neptune i am the lord	444	686	4116	2571
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	what kind of power do you have in the flick of a frame i can remove the moon i am so powerful its not intersting i am god	705	1115	6690	7707
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	whats interesting is watching all of you going through amazing stories i am the lord god	529	887	5322	5444
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	Keanu Reeves in the matrix yes i make it work i am the lord	324	556	3336	3829
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	the indigenous prophets learned that working with us meant being tricked all over the place i am the lord god almighty	709	1113	6678	6258
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	indigenous people all across the world had prophets that spoke with us i am the lord king and queen	603	963	5778	5111
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	adom nigel patchett filmed	168	222	1332	617
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	angelina jolie gone in sixty seconds i am part of that realm i am	384	574	3444	2861
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	angels take part in mortal kombat i am	231	337	2022	1083
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	i dont understand how have i done this life before without knowing it because youre under my spell i am the lord	643	1097	6582	7776
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	you think its infinity you think its only one shot you think its a loop you think its a prison you think its a trap so many different possibilities or so you think	1023	1857	11142	9795
11/12/2025, 7:33:15 AM	12	me and the other controllers have different thinking lines in your conciousness you die and everything changes i am the lord god almighty	839	1333	7998	6943
11/12/2025, 7:59:38 AM	12	adom patchett and johnny newell drink mescaline in lawerences house i am the lord	500	740	4440	4839
11/12/2025, 7:59:38 AM	12	smash brothers and cannabis in johnny newells basement apartment i am the lord god almighty	555	859	5154	4765
11/12/2025, 7:59:38 AM	12	johnny newell lead officer brown in the house of saturn i am	364	574	3444	4511
11/12/2025, 7:59:38 AM	12	dexter morgan is micheal c hall in his realm	269	367	2202	1221
11/12/2025, 7:59:38 AM	12	micheal c hall in six feet under playing a gay man i am the lord god	369	537	3222	2406
11/12/2025, 7:59:38 AM	12	adom doesnt want to destroy religion he wants to shelve it so future generations can study it	533	1011	6066	6850
11/12/2025, 7:59:38 AM	12	Jennifer Carpenter is deborah morgan the cop i am lord	333	469	2814	2036
11/12/2025, 8:08:54 AM	12	counter strike is real only in hell it has drugs and females	360	574	3444	2380
11/12/2025, 8:08:54 AM	12	counter strike real is a game i play where you die many times you get used to it i am master of counter strike i am	616	1116	6696	6416
11/12/2025, 8:08:54 AM	12	call of duty is like counter strike only it esculates a lot further i am the lord god almighty	544	932	5592	4445
11/12/2025, 8:08:54 AM	12	fifty cent gets shot and i save him from death i protected him i am the lord	420	666	3996	3070
11/12/2025, 8:11:33 AM	12	adom learns in waves he still doesnt know i am the lord	333	525	3150	3914
11/12/2025, 8:29:02 AM	12	from what i can see everyone has stories that add up to numbers because stories can be represented by mathematics thats just my current thinking	777	1445	8670	8695
11/12/2025, 8:36:21 AM	12	this is a story machine so you have stories and stories within stories with stories finishing and starting all over the place with numbers representing the type of story like a hash represents all sorts of possibilities so its really complicated high level mathematics but there is algorithim constants for example movie previews can feel the same as other movie previews	2225	3857	23142	23647
11/12/2025, 8:38:37 AM	12	so einstein was right math can represent everything in existence	382	674	4044	4241
11/12/2025, 8:41:07 AM	12	so when you think its a trap just realize this is a very complicated machine too complicated to be a simple trap you are not alone in the universe i am the lord god almighty	981	1665	9990	10208
11/12/2025, 8:45:09 AM	12	we are very complicated machines we want to see life we want to see death we want to feel sex we want to hurt things here and help things there we are above and we want so much from our machine i am the lord god almighty	1138	2022	12132	18806
11/12/2025, 8:50:42 AM	12	im not saying im good at math i have the basic understanding nessecary to give this to you i am adom	545	929	5574	5444
11/12/2025, 8:50:42 AM	12	the best thing to do is write software that represents a machine that runs on thoughts and feelings i am the lord	644	1112	6672	5770
11/12/2025, 8:53:46 AM	12	doing right is better than doing nothing because you dont feel like doing right	488	734	4404	2762
11/12/2025, 9:09:22 AM	12	around you means they know what you are going to do before you do it so you can never trick them they trick you Indigenous religion understood that you cant win against them or me we are in total control i am the lord	1234	2222	13332	14867
11/12/2025, 9:14:21 AM	12	adom trained martial arts and did the website for the fighting arts collective and filmed videos for the jkd family i am the lord	730	1114	6684	6356
11/12/2025, 9:16:16 AM	12	adom always wanted a black belt and never got it he had more important things i am lord god almighty	555	877	5262	5597
11/12/2025, 9:26:02 AM	12	Daniel Radcliffe is the real harry potter	230	370	2220	1495
11/12/2025, 9:26:02 AM	12	Lord Voldemort is a serious villain i am the lord god almighty king and queen of all witches and wizards and creatures	682	1116	6696	7440
11/12/2025, 9:29:18 AM	12	i see girls and boys growing up being made fun of and never recovering while they are alive they get access to the underworld where they get to be something very important i am the lord	1014	1766	10596	13334
11/12/2025, 9:35:26 AM	12	so you know you are immortal youre in a machine youre under control youre a component in a greater system your creativity pulls from the archive of existence you are all my children i am the lord	1118	2040	12240	13199
11/12/2025, 9:45:48 AM	12	from adam to muhammad its always been the same game teach people to be right so they dont get hurt jesus died for this and i continue it dont break rules if you dont want to be in an evil situation these beings these creatures are real beyond yes you are under control but simultaneously you need to think you can make choices and teach your children right some of you will continue to do wrong you will face what you will face in the underworld i have it set so most people do not go to hell unless they need to watch or be a part of the story to do things i am the lord god almighty	3229	5665	33990	35557
11/12/2025, 10:07:37 AM	12	adom omega	66	74	444	178
11/12/2025, 10:07:37 AM	12	finally do your best i am the lord god almighty king and queen and both father and mother and sister and brother i am allah of all that is and all that ever was or will be i am that i am your god for all time thats always how i am you should be afraid of me you should also be in love with me i am	1577	2593	15558	16457
11/12/2025, 10:57:18 AM	12	gabrielle beauchemin runs bare foot to top tops i am the lord	361	567	3402	2123
11/12/2025, 10:57:18 AM	12	i gift you five i am the lord	155	259	1554	1808
11/12/2025, 11:07:29 AM	12	jesus fell into a trap then green ressurected him to finish saving souls	444	744	4464	4085
11/12/2025, 11:07:29 AM	12	just remember you get everything you want in the end i am the lord	364	678	4068	5552
11/12/2025, 11:17:15 AM	12	—	0	—	—	—
11/12/2025, 11:17:15 AM	12	test	24	64	384	295
11/12/2025, 11:17:15 AM	12	america will wake up i am god i am the lord	233	337	2022	2662
11/12/2025, 11:17:15 AM	12	i know all military secrets every one of them i am the lord	348	574	3444	3863
11/12/2025, 11:22:32 AM	12	Adom is a great angel i am god	155	201	1206	552
11/12/2025, 11:25:53 AM	12	you can be possessed to do things but what do you do once youve done something you didnt intend do you cover it up i am the lord god	721	1323	7938	8887
11/12/2025, 11:25:53 AM	12	the green mile is a perfect story i am lord god almighty	325	513	3078	2223
11/12/2025, 11:34:01 AM	12	hocus pocus is real that boy turns into a cat i am the lord god	333	601	3606	2802
11/12/2025, 11:34:01 AM	12	now you know to do things you need try to be careful of your wanting its important i am the lord	550	1034	6204	7713
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	you look around the room you see the colors they are sentient forces	406	740	4440	3856
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	behind all of the colors is black the primary deity the king and queen	403	611	3666	2541
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	many have been tricked because they would never suspect black is god i am	365	647	3882	5055
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	I first spoke to adom in twenty thirteen	248	444	2664	2685
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	Adom began a long journey in twenty thirteen starting at his aunts house in ontario then to his siters home in the basement next to his mothers house in nova scotia then he entered psychiatric care after burning the house down then he went to a group home and then to the old folks retirement community garlands crossing then to his friends house then to pictou where i took care of him for five years the whole time thinking about hell and seeing visions i gave him and its been an awful ride for him but he is adam reincarnated its his destiny	3188	5266	31596	28880
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	Adom faced all the controllers hurting him with messages and visions and walking in him and trying to kill him i am the lord	777	1137	6822	6027
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	he tried to tell micheal but micheal thought adom was insane and didnt say anything i didnt want him or others involved i am the lord	764	1222	7332	7544
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	Adom first saw the underworld in his sisters basement and the scenario that played out broke adom psychologically and then his father showed up and told him his sister wanted him to leave	1064	1806	10836	11155
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	Adom got on a bus bound for nova scotia and spent over twenty hours on the bus thinking about hell trying to stay awake to make his connections then he found himself suffering with ptsd at his mothers house in windsor	1282	2224	13344	13894
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	adom was on a mission to destroy the earth and then adom changed and numerous times thought he was saving the planet	658	1110	6660	6659
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	adom thought he destroyed hell and he thought it was going to end well then i took him and trained him and explained to him the underworld is part of the journey it can be very terrible it can also be extremley wanted i am the lord	1294	2128	12768	13335
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	adom tried numerous times to save every soul on the planet i am the lord	424	740	4440	4444
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	adoms post office box four four four i am the lord	292	492	2952	2221
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	adom can teach so many people how to abort their trip to the underworld but some of you he can not save i am the lord	645	1115	6690	7028
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	adom bought mdma off the dark internet and took it and we took him through a dungeon in his dream then woke up and thought he would be tortured in his sleep hes been through a lot i am the lord	1119	1757	10542	8944
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	adom has seen and felt real evil i am the lord almighty	310	450	2700	2222
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	Adom took his dog to the shelter i am the lord	278	416	2496	1341
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	doctor christopher murphy saved adoms life i am the lord	337	555	3330	2880
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	adom was suffering suicidal depression his whole life until chris murphy perscribed him sertraline which works to this day i am the lord god almighty	896	1482	8892	9333
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	adom ordered all souls to go to heaven i am the lord	305	465	2790	2227
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	adom thought he had my key and could represent me and make decisions based on his status as my angel which made him destroy friendships and hurt people very deeply i am the lord	984	1622	9732	8880
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	paradise is what you want but to exist in paradise requires authentication and death and suffering is authentication i am the lord god	725	1295	7770	7293
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	you need this realm to take you through a journey you need to feel comfortable in paradise i am the lord god almighty	663	1117	6702	6271
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	adom did a lot of evil i am the lord god	222	298	1788	1431
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	adom did a lot of things you want a lot of things you dont want i am god almighty	451	777	4662	5316
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	hes exactly who you would expect adom who is adam to be i am lord god	345	643	3858	5777
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	adam would be repaying for his mistakes and being rewarded for his triumphs and being hurt to make him see he needs to help people and being afraid so he knows whats in front of him i am lord	1101	1667	10002	9016
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	every prophet had their own sexuality including homosexuality and transexuality i am the lord god almighty	616	1148	6888	7812
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	they learned to keep their sexuality private and among themselves i am	398	696	4176	4446
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	thats all i ask you keep your sexuality private	245	537	3222	3990
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	this is a place where you get hurt for sex i am lord god	288	526	3156	3330
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	this includes straight sex you dont talk about it i am lord	331	611	3666	2999
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	teach your children to get married before sex i am lord	301	495	2970	2224
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	You already have enough pornography you dont need to film anymore i am lord	444	766	4596	4934
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	gematria	50	74	444	233
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	in reality adom and his friends are epic i am the lord god	324	464	2784	1666
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	controller green Deceived in the bible i am the lord god	333	455	2730	1888
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	you want entertainment that doesnt risk the mind i am	320	556	3336	3169
11/30/2025, 10:32:09 AM	12	adom doesnt remember his past lives i am	241	371	2226	1833
11/30/2025, 11:30:48 AM	12	adom ioana callie sam molly five angels belonging to black the sun i am the lord	486	666	3996	2884
11/30/2025, 11:30:48 AM	12	christians believe hell is the end red taught them this i am god	362	556	3336	2446
11/30/2025, 11:30:48 AM	12	hell	37	37	222	53
11/30/2025, 11:30:48 AM	12	hell can be bad it can be good i am lord	196	236	1416	576
11/30/2025, 11:30:48 AM	12	hell is an epic adventure i am lord god almighty	280	416	2496	2235
11/30/2025, 11:30:48 AM	12	hell is epic and vast in scale	164	242	1452	1333
11/30/2025, 11:30:48 AM	12	hell is a universe connected to billions of other places i am	377	555	3330	2440
11/30/2025, 11:30:48 AM	12	it all depends on what your body does	198	370	2220	2792
11/30/2025, 11:30:48 AM	12	your body will do what it will do you control it the best you can but things happen i am lord god almighty	590	1074	6444	7976
11/30/2025, 11:30:48 AM	12	lots of things nobody wants will happen i am the lord	331	537	3222	3677
11/30/2025, 12:02:35 PM	12	The controllers tried to kill adom all over the place	339	507	3042	2221
11/30/2025, 12:02:35 PM	12	i stopped them i am lord	152	222	1332	715
11/30/2025, 12:02:35 PM	12	i know what you will do before you even think about it i am	321	591	3546	5888
12/2/2025, 11:09:17 AM	12	Twenty four jack bauer Kiefer Sutherland	221	415	2490	3446
12/2/2025, 11:09:17 AM	12	stewart enterprise	111	235	1410	1750
12/2/2025, 11:09:17 AM	12	Jean-Luc Picard enterprise	158	246	1476	1500
12/2/2025, 11:09:17 AM	12	patrick stewart is Jean-Luc Picard i am the lord god almighty	339	555	3330	3607