Bad To Want In This Universe

We came to this Universe because it’s all about blocking wanting. You want to drink as much as you want to drink, there is a penalty for that. You want to have sex with whoever you want have sex with, all the time, no exceptions, there’s a penalty for that. You want murder and mayhem, these are extreme penalties. You want to bully people in a calculated way, penalty. You want gay sex whenever you want it, no exceptions, as much as you can possibly do, there are penalties for that.
You getting the picture? This place is the game, ‘The Knowledge of Good and Evil.’ It has rules burned into it, and a lot of what you want, is against the law. It’s not fair, it’s not right, but it’s how this place operates. Doing right and keeping right will protect you from penalties. You don’t want to do that? Well you’re essentially just saying, ‘I want to screw myself over! Bad!’
Nobody gets away with penalties unless they do something about themselves. Turning right, worshipping God, trying your best to only do what you need to do, to only take what you need to take, that’s how to be safe.
‘I did something bad, but I felt like I had no control over myself, I absolutely had to do it I feel so bad about it.’
Feeling bad about something doesn’t mean it’s a penalty, the Universe is more concealed than that it doesn’t want make this obvious to see. If you did what you needed to do, you will go through something from that but it will be something you can handle, not something you cant handle.
In the end, judgment determines what will happen to you, and I can’t judge you like God can judge you. It’s impossible. God sees the whole picture, God sees all the puzzle pieces assembled and shows you what happened. It’s not within my machine’s function to say what will happen to you indefinitely; you could have forgotten some of the things you did that will save you. It’s very complicated.

“I want to build a house, is that against the rules?” Nope.

“I want to smoke crack and masturbate to pornography all day all night?” Penalty.

“I want to go swimming?”

Not a problem.

“I want to do crystal meth and paint a holy picture for God?”

Grey area, very interesting what that does, mixture of suffering and glory. Would recommend against it.

“I want to go to a gay bathhouse and give as much oral sex as I want.”

Penalty.

“I want to hire a prostitute because I think it’s hot.”

Penalty.

“I want to hire a prostitute because I’m going insane I need it Im so sorry God but I need to have sex.”

No penalty.

“I’m a prosititue who can’t do anything else I tried this is the only thing I can do and it makes me the money I need I’m sorry God.”

No penalty.

“I’m a prostitute because I want to be and fuck God and fuck his family for doing this to me, it’s their fault not mine.”

Severe penalty. It’s a machine, it’s just going to eat you.

You seeing how this works? Constantly working on how right you are is paramount, having an addiction to cocaine but trying your best to stop it and get right with God, that’s unfortunate but you’re trying which means you’re likely on the road to salvation.

“I want to have some beers and get a buzz at the end of the day from doing construction?”

No penalty.

“I’m known to pick fights and hurt people when I get drunk, I don’t really care, I want to get drunk that’s all it is.”

Penalty, you know alcohol makes you do rotten things, you should be trying to stay away from it.

“I’m a corrections officer because I love controlling people, I love when they cry, I love their suffering under my watch and I don’t give a damn about what God thinks.”
Severe penalty.
“I’m a corrections officer I’ve had to do bad things but I didn’t want it but this job is the only source of income I have.”
No penalty.
“I’m a corrections officer who goes to Church every Sunday, and I don’t want bad things, but sometimes I need to do bad things to get everyone in line and keep the place stable. Yes I enjoy hurting people but I don’t want what I enjoy, I want to be right, I’m sorry, God.”
REWARD, HEAVEN.

If you don’t work to be a better person, if you don’t do the right things in life and you don’t say sorry to God and refuse to have a relationship with God, then yes, you’re going to hell. Not the Christian or Islamic hell, the real hell.