‘I am’ is in me, ‘I am’ is in you, ‘I am’ is the wind and the birds and the trees, ‘I am’ controls all with ultimate supremacy. When a bullet went by Trump’s head, it was ‘I am’ that saved him; simultaneously, ‘I am’ was in the shooter who fired the bullet. A perfect dance of synchronicity. It is sad to think that God Almighty is behind every assassination of a good person, and behind all the conspiracy theories and confusion. You have to understand, she needs these things for whatever reason she needs them, but a lot of the time, she doesn’t want it.
This is a place where need takes the lead, and wanting is something she can only think about as a distant salvation. If you’re wondering what’s up with everything, the answer is ‘I am’ doing it. In this place you need as much as you can, you are to do as much right as you can, and you are to be as conservative with wanting as possible. This is a very hard thing to stomach. Some people just want to party every day and have sex with different people as much as they can, and the result is devastation sometimes in very stealthy, insidious ways.
In World War 2, ‘I am’ was in control of all sides on the board game of war. She firebombed cities, she mowed down entire families with machine guns, she saved millions of soldiers life with a decision here, and then doomed millions of soldiers with a decision there.
‘What about her family, what do they do?’
They do what they need to do, and they are always on the lookout for something they want. She is above them, in control of them, so there is nothing they can do that she didn’t need, they can’t see what she’s going to do, so as far as relevance goes she is in ultimate control, rendering their significance in worship down to almost nothing.
It’s not to say you can’t worship them, but ‘I am’ is so much more powerful than they are, that it doesn’t make any sense to worship any of them when you can worship her. I often include the list of the twelve, pointing out that they all play this game, but I also am reminding you that worshipping YELLOW or WHITE is small potatoes.
Does she care who you worship? Yes, she cares, but she also knows why you’re doing it if you’re doing it, and she deals with you fairly for doing it.
Now, under the discussion about whether to refer to ‘I am’ as male or female, I prefer female, but most of the world prefers male. I would advise a male, because a female gives the mother/girlfriend a desire to burn. In other words, you will start wanting to have sex with Gods machines, and that’s not wanted. You don’t put God in a sexual context in this place; it’s against the rules. Personally, my male brain sees ‘I am’ and thinks sexually, but my rational mind overrides that and says, ‘I am not that, I do not do that.’
“Isn’t God above male and female?”
Correct, but you still can talk to her without saying God all over the place, she can interface with you with a female voice or a male voice or a double voice or a symphony of voices. When I look at the color black and start speaking with the Lord the voice by default is male, but sometimes I will hear her female side take the lead and speak to me.
To think of ‘I am’ as the great mother who is filled with discipline and worthy behavior, that’s healthy, but you still have the mothering side of her that ‘I am’ doesn’t really follow in this place. Sometimes, she does a very terrible death to a good person, and everyone is devastated. That’s not what a loving mother does; that’s what the mother of your immortal soul will do.
Your mother would never dream of doing to you the things that ‘I am’ does to people. I work for her, I work and sometimes suffer every day while talking to her, and she doesn’t always say what I want her to say, and she may be planning to have me killed in a terrible, tragic way. That’s how you have to see her, she is the master of death and tragic endings.
I can tell you I go through a lot of pain and suffering, wondering how she’s going to kill me, but I know she is; she kills everybody in the end, and that’s not negotiable. This place needs to be emptied at some point. When? I have no idea.
Mechanicism Official 