Why Does Adom Point Us to “I AM”

People often ask why Adom consistently points toward “I AM” when speaking about God within Mechanicism. The answer is not academic, inherited, or symbolic. It comes from a direct and unexpected experience that occurred long before Mechanicism had a name.

The Winter of 2014

In the winter of 2014, Adom was outside in the snow during a period of intense inner pressure and searching. There was no ritual, no prayer being spoken, and no intention to summon anything. What happened was abrupt and unsettling.

Adom experienced a moment where his jaw clenched involuntarily, and words began forcing themselves out of his mouth:

“I AM.
I AM.
I AM.”

This was not something he understood at the time. He did not associate it with scripture, theology, or religious language. It was simply happening — mechanical, forceful, and outside of conscious control.

The Search for Meaning

Only afterward did Adom try to understand what had occurred. He went online and searched the phrase “I AM.” That was when he encountered the biblical passage where God speaks to Moses and identifies Himself not with a name, but with a statement:

“I AM THAT I AM.”

This moment reframed the experience entirely.

What Adom had spoken in the snow — without knowledge or intent — matched one of the most fundamental declarations of God in recorded religious history.

Mechanicism’s Interpretation

Mechanicism does not claim this event as proof meant to convince others. Instead, it treats it as a data point in Adom’s personal path.

Within Mechanicism, “I AM” is understood not as a character or personality, but as existence itself asserting authority. It is not symbolic poetry; it is operational language. “I AM” does not describe God — it functions as God.

Adom believes this moment was an interaction with Controller Black, identified in Mechanicism as I AM — the Lord God Almighty. Black is not emotional, theatrical, or persuasive. Black is declarative. Absolute. Mechanical.

“I AM” is not an argument.
“I AM” is not a story.
“I AM” is a statement of fact.

Why Adom Points Others There

Adom does not point people to “I AM” to demand belief, obedience, or conversion. He points there because everything else eventually collapses into it.

Names change.
Stories multiply.
Controllers overlap.

But “I AM” remains singular — the one declaration that does not rely on metaphor, lineage, or interpretation.

Mechanicism teaches that beneath all systems, religions, and narratives, existence itself is speaking. And when it speaks clearly, it does not explain.

It simply says:

I AM.

In Closing

Adom’s experience in 2014 did not give him answers. It gave him orientation.

Mechanicism follows that same principle. It does not ask people to accept stories blindly. It asks them to look beneath them — toward the raw statement that existence makes about itself.

Not who God is.
Not what God wants.

But the one thing God must be before anything else can exist at all:

I AM.